for the first time in this year that i could actually passed my maths paper!
although it wasnt a passed with a very good grade,
but seriously im so glad that i could actually passed it.
i couldnt imagine!
such a great encouragement for me. for me to work even harder
i cant imagine further.
that i have that sort of feeling that im being used.
it wasnt confirm, but have that sort of feeling.
it's really time for me to learn how to be a selfish girl.
and yes! it's really time for me to wake up.
get someone to talk to me just because you wanna add songs to your collection.
well done!
or maybe isit these all my imagination. i dunno.
but fancy you doing such things to me. if you have done so.
hate it. you even changed your link so dont you come blaming me for not informing you if i get my link changed.
the moment i realise you changed your link without informing neither me nor tempestt,
i couldnt stop myself for hating you.
well you can say whatever bad things bout me since you got me since you got once my ''best friend'' as your best friend now so you better treat her well.
to do something you dun like. for example talking to weixin, isit too hard on you?
or maybe its because i started talking to her. and you WISHED to stop everyone for being my friend so that they are all yours.
letting you be my friend is something i regret much.
im still thinking whether should i attend bernice's ''birthday party''
im afraid. to go out with you while you entertain me with your black face.
isnt what i want.
i suppose now is the period for me to learn independence,
i shall not depend on friends anymore.
all these things i will forget as soon as possible.
imagine all these happening to you would you take it?
laughters doesnt come to me now. what could most probably make me happy now?
well i guess nothing except to have a great singing session.
i almost got beaten by mr tay today. nah. it's just a joke.
overall today's just another freaky day.
tempestt was down with gastic flu.. poor thing. better take care.
well. i suppose the main reason for me not talking to her might be her.
talking to her will only cause a face to change black but if i dont talk to her the face will not be black, but will remain as one happy one.
so which one will benefit much more? i guess it's better for us to better not talk.
i doesnt like black faces. yeah! i decided to have my blog-link change.
thinking whether to inform her or not, not her but others?
secrets everywhere. lets go watch JAY's newest movie ''secret''!
since theres so much secret around.
isit suppose to be a joke? well maybe. haha.
it took days for two person to be friends;
it simply took two years for them to be best friends BUT;
it just took two days for them to turn enemies.
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theEnd;DD
7/23/2007 07:59:00 PM
i never dare to imagine what will it be like when having actual o level's oral exams.
prelims are already making me feeling so freaky.
i was suppose to be examined by mrs lau.
she wasnt here todae.
we were being redistributed.
was redistributed to group 6.
but maybe is im reali suay or what.
group 6's teacher mrs lee wei wei was not here too.
and therefore i was being redistributed again.
tok to hafiz.
sacry.
she was much taller den me.
therefore. have to lift my head up to tok to her.
oh. scary.
was redistributed to group 7 in the end.
she thinks that group 7 was filled with less people or what.
keep adding people in.
which me and cassandra ended up the last 2 of the whole group.
orginally if we still stayed in group 6. we were the 6 and the 7th.
sitting in the hall sure makes you feel nervous.
''i wanna go toilet.''
this was wat im keep complaining to cassandra.
they dun even allow us to the toilet.
wat the..
the worst was behind.
suppose to be examine by miss may kang.
but im ended being examined by miss farah.
omg.
wrong wrong wrong.
wasnt suppose to be examined by her.
dat time keeper simply wasnt doing her job. the place im sitting was group 5 which was by miss siow. but ended up with miss farah.
scary. my heart almost stop.=x
i was praying right from the start. not to be examined by miss farah.
but den. praying doesnt works.
but overall seems okay.
i need to buck up with my reading.
too nervous. keep mispronounce certain easy words.
i cant believe that.
although i managed to make miss farah laugh abit.
but den. i still dun have enough confidence.
conversation was way much more better den the reading or rather the picture conver.
haha.
i think the worst was still yet to come.
was suppose to take my F&N test after that.
but ended up taking it at 11am.
can go home eariler de.
all thanks to the oral.
being the last few wasnt a good feeling.
went in to the kitchen mrs ho was inside.
thinking ask her whether can i take thhe test to double check.
but how she repiled me was like as if i offended her.
and wanna kill me.
that feeling sucks.
got out of the kitchen as fast as possible.
den miss goh called me.
hahas. went into the office with her to take the test.
sitting down there wasnt feeling any good too.
mrs gan tok to us.
LOLS.
finished the paper as fast as possible.
left quite alot of questions blank.
went back home.
slept for 2 hours.
its nice to have a nap..
theEnd;DD
7/20/2007 06:46:00 PM
its isnt good to fall sick at this moment.
i dun like it.
all cos it. last night i didnt get a good night sleep.
woke up 3 times.
god. i couldnt fall asleep.
tlt msg me and i jump awake.
i never know that i didnt sswitch off my phone.
i lost my voice.
theEnd;DD
7/14/2007 10:46:00 AM
dam. acting innonence where ever you are.
for goodness sake.
you are no where better okay.
freaks.
i think the words in your brain are limited. so dam limited.
come call backup find me?
please larh.
fancy you calling yourself a guy.
ask a girl come be your backup.
throw your face away seh.
i dun think you need it.
like wat i said to tlt and diah.
if i see you walking down anywhere.
i will not hesitate to give you 2 tight slap on your ''precious'' face.
one punch on your big stomach.
i wont leave out your brother as well.
before i go. all these i will give them to you as a present for you.
its free of charge.
dun hesitate to take it from me.
fker.
acting innonence everywhere to everyone.
you deserve it to be alone on your birthday or so.
you have no rights to call me marr.
neither do you have the rights to call tlt tlt.
as if we are so close to you.
in your dreams larh.
sick of all your nonsenses.
freako.
theEnd;DD
7/10/2007 07:10:00 PM
fk. faking innocence.
a piece of shit.
all he knows was to scold valgur.
picking at ppl. even though it is being corrected..
fker sia.
this time i give linda and GQ face.
if you ever come picking at tlt or me.
i will make you pay for what you done.
as if vulgar will solve all problems.
i just wanna talk sense with you.
vulger wont solve problems anyway.
like as if you scold vulgar to me i will give way.
scold vulgar im not as good as you.
thats too bad larh. i dun think talking sense to you you will understand.
even if my english fails so?
i make it pass for you to see.
i will get my results better den you.
from then on. den you come talk results to me.
fker sia.
every tagg of yours includes a vulgarities.
basic respect also dunno.
you failed to be a human being.
thats all i wanna sae.
wasting my energy on you this bastard.
a piece of shit.
pushing all the blames on me.
i dun have any mood to deal with anything todae.
even for my nafa test.
practically fall everything.
not everything but few test.
i dun have the mood.
things are so fake in life.
you wouldnt bother what we are thinking;facing
so just dun bother.
freaky attitude.
after sch.
you are just faking;acting.
i can feel that.
you just wanna make the girls feel much better.
it isnt good like that.
be true to yourself;be true to others.
maybe you are real but it doesnt seems this way to me.
you just wanna act as if like nothing happened.
so that you can make the girls feel better. isnt it bad tis way?
to do it just for the sake of doing it.
derek made me cried todae. =x
theEnd;DD
7/09/2007 07:07:00 PM
FK.
cant you just mind your own business.
my girl want to say what, you sae so much for what?
like we care larh.
what was the word you use to discribe her?
let me refresh your mind.
you used SHAMELESS.
is that how you use that word?
the dictionary tells me this. LOOK AT THIS CAREFULLY LARH.
1. lacking any sense of shame: immodest; audacious.
2.insensible to disgrace.
3.showing no shame.
understand now?
you simply just ussed the wrong word.
scolding you 3 years buddy. or can say joking.
say yr fren dam.
its not a good word to use.
its that very basic respect you need to understand.
its the very basic repect you should pay for your friend.
especially as your buddy larh.
freak.
thats how you scolded my girl.
i shall scold you back this way.
SHAMELESS;FREAK!
theEnd;DD
7/08/2007 10:31:00 PM
woohoo.. went out half day? or whole?
hmms who cares.
meet tlt at 11am at pasir ris mrt station.
but i was late.. LOLS.
we set off to singapore poly. at dover.
LOLS. so far away.
the mrt so far.
i almost fell. =x
shh..
reach singapore poly.
walk around. took all sorts of brochers.
hahas. den sat down for a talk.
hmms not bad can sit down awhile.
rest my legg.
hahas.
after dat. there's free ice cream available for us.
so we went to take.
its the walls newest product.
nice nice.
haha.
after dat den we went off to bugis.
and we stayed less den 2 hours there.
LOLS.
nth much there larh.
den went to bugis. we started walking around. searching for gugu's present.
so we walk and see. walk and see.
hmm. we saw smth like box. its nice.
we considered that.
we walked around.
rounds and rounds.
hahas. my legg pain now.
after that we went to bugis street.
we saw a bagg.
liang liang one.
so went calling the girls.
asked them we buy that okay not.
den all anything.
so me and tlt prefer dat so we bought that.
its the last piece.
we bought it.
i like that.
hahas.
bugis street walk finish le.
so i suggested walking to ICON.
another ''shopping centre''.
so we went walking nor.
we jay walk!
nearly knocked down by a bus? i think.
and we shop around nor.
saw a shop selling cute things that we are interested.
wanna go in. but found that its CLOSED.
LOLS. not happy not happy.
den we went into a shop.
have this sign outside saes ''buy one get one free.''
so we decided to go in see see.
but we bought 2 necklaces each.
happy happy.
went to pay. i took both necklaces which its at the same price.
den the cashier said. ''em. hen hui xuan''
hahas. of cos laarh.
hmms. nicee nicee ma?
after walking ICON. we went off le. went to take MRT back home.
reach pasir ris.
we went to walk white sand.
but after awhile decided to go home le.
cos my leg is getting more and more painful.
cant stand.
hmmms.
rmb white sand out got a news paper stand.
we saw a magazine! YG: JJ coverpage.
wa siao.
i was like screaming and laughing?
wanna buy de.
den tlt suggest go check it out popular. den go nor.
walked up dam fast.
but inthe end. theres nth. not a single copy.
hahas.
so we choing down. and we was wondering. if tml i went to malaysia.
tml i can buy. it will be cheaper.
our heart was like struggling.
dunno wat to do.
but went down. cannot resist the temptation.
we bought it!
wahahahahas.
but lucky larh. went home mummy tml not wanting to go in.
so not bad larh..
at least we bought it.
hmmms.
the pictures inside dam nice lor.
siao siao.
hahas. im prepared for next week.
more magazines are waiting for me.
wait for me!!.
bought quite alot of things nor.
abit heart pain. but worth it larh.
hahas.
the file was the gift of the magazine.
dong fang shen qi lei.
if its super junior. i will scream as well.
not bad larh.
total things i bought todae.
the cover page of the mag. nice nice right?
the file.
my legg hurts now. help!
sherr give us areoplane todae.
siao. tot she coming meeting us.
inthe end she went home.
didnt even tell us.
i was at there hoping that she will appear.
but she did not.
stupid me.
too naive le larh.
till we wanna go home. gave her a call den realise that she's already at home.
tlt tell her.
nvm larh. blah blah blah.
but i told her.
if i were you. i will just shoot her.
y nv tell us eariler.
we were like stupid fools like dat hoping that she will faster appear.
stupid fools~
theEnd;DD
7/07/2007 07:25:00 PM
its just a miscommunication.
forget it.
girls remember to bring working thermometer tomorrow.
theEnd;DD
7/07/2007 10:51:00 AM
hey hey.
its reali long since i blog.
siian larh.
dun reali feel like blogging.
each time i wanna blog. i will end up closing the windows.
hahas.
hmms.
let me summarise what i've done.
04'07'07 this day. i had my chinese o lvls exams.
dam larh.
super super nervous.
im not so nervous till i was in the computer lab.
i was sitting with liting. but my heart is pumping real fast.
so most of the time im facing the wall?
crap abit with sherr larh.
to make me not so nervous but.
like no use.
alot of us was like talking.
den suddenly jas told me dat its my turn. call me to go ''report''.
at first i tot was they are playing a fool with me.
but in the end i realise its not.
LOLS.
funny larh.
the five minutes reading.
was like nth to me. its too short.
i can practice more. all due to this word. 浏.
dam. i think is this word.
i spend much time figuring how to pronounce it. but still i didnt managed to figure it out.
dats the onli word i dunno how to pronounce.
dam. if not my reading will be much better..
another thing.
the examiners was super scary.
both faces was like so black. as if. im toking rubbish although im might be reali saying that.
but. one of them face was like... to me. it was like as if wasting her time here.
LOLS. my heart pump more when i saw them.
woooo.. i nearly cried when i finish taking orals.
shity.
im dam pekcek with mr tan teck meng.
eeeee...
i could have done better.
better not talk bout that. arrggg..
hahas.
ytd. went to pasa malam.
bought another handphone cover.
i got white for my phone this time. black no more.
the green looks not bad.
but i go for white this time.
hahas.
i did my homework last night.
choin-ing. but den. still didnt manage to finish up them all.
so forget it larh. i have my weekends.
but den now like going to no more le.
hmmms. tml tlt wanna go SP open house.
sunday gugu wanna meet for maths study group..
i need my sleeping and tv time..
hahas..
need to do homework again le..
theEnd;DD
7/06/2007 05:23:00 PM