YFriday, December 29, 2006
think i would be the first person who ate lollipop and cut my tongue de bah. at first i tot its normal. cos some times the sweet will 'poke' you ma. den quite pain. so went to see the mirror. see wat happen to my tongue lah. den i saw blood coming out. actually dunno wat happen de. went to ask mummy. my tongue bleeding arh? den she sae ya. must be the sweet cut yr tongue. piang. it painful de nor. and the thing is dat. my lollipop has not finished yet. now onli can put at the side leave it alone. stupid lah. next time when i eat lollipop i must be careful liao. ytd was spend the whole day packing my table. found lots of rubbish sia. sch is starting soon le. didnt hab a good rest anyway. lalalas. jiiayou..
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12/29/2006 11:48:00 PM
YThursday, December 28, 2006
hmmm. woke up early todae. cos got exco meeting ma. den wash up. prepare den sherr msg come. den meet her and widiah near my house there den walk to cp together. hmm.. we are surpose to meet at 10am at cp de library. but den hor. as usual yusra was late. hahas. waited for her. but den the library was not open yet. hmmm. oh ya. dat yih rue hor. i gave her wat i bought frm korea ma. dden she sae wat? sae i gib her rubbish. wth lah she.. hahas. den waited for the library to open. went in sat on the floor den discuss bout next year guides de things. hmm. roughly plan out wat we will do for the many meeting. and our march camping. siao. we gonna hab night hike. all thanks to diah. hahas. we gonna walk under the mrt tracks at night siao bo? hmmm. if walk fast around 12 will reach sch. the latest will reach sch at 4 am. hahas. but think will be fun bah. den all guides de siao char bo will walk together and make lots of noise. =x hope next year those camping de group hor. i dun want to be inside. let the sec2 n 3s incharge bah. let them be those groups de leader. i just want to hab fun. hahas. lazy me. hmm. after the meeting me and sherr went walking around in cp. after dat went over to void deck den tok and tok and tok. lalalalas. tok alot sia. reali alot. wish dat tlt is there wib us nor. den hab more fun.
next year must jiiayou!
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12/28/2006 03:48:00 AM
YWednesday, December 27, 2006
hmm. now im sending sherr songs. jus now dl some new songs to update my mp3 hahas. 翼势力 de album nice nice. all their songs not bad. now llistening to their songs. not bad not bad. hahas. my blog de song oso nice ah. love it. its jj's newest song. for his concert de. den heard his the concert de vcd or watever come out le. its about his concert de. i want buy sia. wait till sch reopen i gonna buy. but hor. dunno singapore got liao ma. i noe taiwan got. hahas. christmas is over. soon new year coming liao. so fast.
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12/27/2006 03:46:00 AM
YTuesday, December 26, 2006
忘记
感觉梦醒着
感觉心痛着
感觉你不在了
谁来证明爱是存在的
我们被困着
被过去骗着
这一切都不一样
世界怎么了
难道说选择了忘记
而解放了自己
是否就拥有挑战爱情的勇气
当时光交成在一起
成说不清的思绪
我却只要那段最美的回忆
哦
memory 飘荡如空气
明知你在那里
却又难以跨越的距离
我们在放弃
涂白了记忆
以为就可以伪装无邪的美丽
难道说选择了忘记
而解放了自己
是否就拥有挑战爱情的勇气
当时光交成在一起
成说不清的思绪
我却只要那段最美的回忆
难道说选择了忘记
而解放了自己
是否就拥有挑战爱情的勇气
当时光交成在一起
成说不清的思绪
我却只要那段最美的回忆
我却只要那段
最美的回忆....
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12/26/2006 12:12:00 AM
YMonday, December 25, 2006
things are not getting anybetter for tlt. haiis. cheer up girl. you have to cheer up. i cant help out in any way. things are getting complicated. im blur. sherr is like as troubled as before. problems keep rushing to her. i could onli give suggestions. cant help in any way too. they are all like so pekcek. hms. i decided to entertain them when i next sees them. hms. but hor i dunno how to entertain them lei. in my head was like jus wanna make them feel more happy. wont go think of other things. enjoy themselves dats it. simple minded me. dats me. see. frens are always more important than anything else.
annoucement! everyone. from todae onwards. my phone will be switch off at 11pm sharp. msg will onli be replied on the next morning if its impt or wat ever. but mostly is depends on me whether to reply or not lah. *smile*
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12/25/2006 07:02:00 PM
YMonday, December 18, 2006
hahas. tlt is finally back. miss her lots. erm she come back den i going lor. poor sherr. after tlt go is i go. is like hard to see us 3 together. but tml we are going to tlt's house. yeah. its tlt' house. hahs. kinda of mad nowadaes. not sure wat happen to me bah. but i kinda kana influence by sherr her blurness le. hahas. todae as usual it raining heavily outside. in the morning the rain was like so big den i still hab to go to sch for exco meeting. hmmm. went to sch not long den we set off to pp to buy stuffs for sec1 orientation thingy. bought sweet and chocolates plus those wrapper.. den hab a stroll back to sch. and we started packing and wrapping all the stuffs. hmm. had quite along time to get those things done. now im hungry. my stomach is empty. im kinda of pissed off by the ''seniors'' its like even if the room is clean or dirty you still hab to keep it as clean as possible wat. not sae its aready dirty le den make it more dirty. its like so unfair for us. for us you noe. and we are the one cleaning the room lei. it takes us 1 day to clean it nor. need take everything out from the room. den later on still need put those things back. troublesome seh. hmmm. 21st will be the day i ''fly'' off. erm the flight its around 11.45pm i think around dat time lah not sure. if i rmb i will sms you guys de. if onli i rmb. if nv msg hor. den paiseh hor. hahas. heard dat korea its snowing now. not so sure ppl sae de. i scare i will cold to death sia. hahas. den hab to wear those thick thick clothing. makes us look fat. hahas. hope my trip its fun bah. dun wanna get anymore nagging frm dad in korea. it will totally spoil my mood. lalalalas.
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12/18/2006 11:29:00 PM
Y
nth seems right for me todae. todae jus feel dat smth's not right. but i jus dunno wat's dat smth. lols. its just smth for me to find out. hmm. how do you ppl define tis word ''happiness''? dats a question which came to my mind when i saw sherr's blog. a question which different ppl has different answer. but for me. i cant find the answer to tis question. tell mi yr answer if possible. =) funny funny question will come to my mind de you noe. im like a funny person. different from others. i will think alot. hahas. todae jus not the day for me to audi bah. fast song and even faster song. its like my skills all rusty le. den yi play jiu shi fast song. cant reali catch up. but i wont so easily pekcek over tis de. just keep trying to keep myself happy dats wat i will do. many things hab happened ever since tlt gone overseas. hab a hard time finding her. TLT. we need yr opinion seh. got lots of things awaiting for you and alot of things to share wib you. its like. we cannot mei you ni. hahas. im leaving in 3 days time.
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12/18/2006 12:47:00 AM
YSaturday, December 16, 2006
hmm. ytd surpose to meet widiah at 6 den at around 6.05-10 she called me. i totally forgot bout our meeting. OMG. hahas. went downstairs meet her nor. den tok tok tok nor. frm 6+ tok till 8. hahas. long seh. den tok bout lots of things lah. hab fun. den i asked her did i get darker? she hor. say i dark alot lei. piang eh. jiialat liao lor. aiyo. i can go compare wib tlt who is darker le. hahas. siao sia me. XD after tok wib her. went home bath den rush out home to cp meet mummy. buying books ma. den mum claim dat im late. watever lah. i carried the heavy heavy books back home nor. den didi de books haben buy finish. den mummy called mi todae go didi sch buy. hmm. waked up early todae nor. den went to didi sch. bought finish all the books le. hahas. den while im out. sherr msg. morning is like keep waiting for sherr de msg. we tok bout lots of things bah. girl i will respect yr decision. WO TING NI. hahas. todae tired bah. den afternoon went to slp. didnt slp long. oh ya. sherr. dec end i wont be working le. dat jon lah. hen guo fen! qi si wo le. so if go money i think will be going wib you to movie bah. death note 2. or you want sch reopen den go see? not sure i got money not lei. hahas. tlt is gonna go wib us. cannot let her off ah..
PPL. in 6 days time i wont be around liao. im off to korea. paiseh arh. frm 21 to 25 dec. its like kind of funny lor. think its 21 dec its 11.45pm flight.. den 25 dec will be back in singapore. around 6 plus bah. paiseh. i cant spend chirstmas wib you all. dui bu qi. i will try to get things back frm there. hahas. erm. tlt is coming tml shi ma? think so bah. must ask her out before i go off. hahas. come i want go her house play. lalalalas.
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12/16/2006 03:05:00 AM
YThursday, December 14, 2006
hey. im back! miss me ma? hahas. on tues. i went to guides hq myself and attended the camp training myself. den is like. wth i couldnt find anyone last min to accompany me. other guides are like all giving excuses nor. dun want go. 1 sae fever another sae got things cannot go. piang you think i want last min call you guys go meh? haiyo. hmmm. den on tues keep thinking whether should i go anot. at home im thinking. even when im on the bus to hq. im still thinking should go not. haiyo. the feeling is bad nor.
hmm. i reach hq on the dot 7.30am. den soon, miss james she divide us into a total of 6 groups. each consist of 8 members. den i was in group 5 and den we left for camp christine. around 9+ reach there. put our things down den they wanted us to pitch out tents. den ok lor. went to the store there. the other trainer explain to us wat we need for pitching the tent. after dat she demo to us how to pitch the tent. after dat its our turn to pitch tent le. hmm. need to do lots of things ma. somemore standing under the hot sun. den dat time almost faint dizzy sia.. hahas. think i drink not enough water. den suddenly it rains. den no choice we hab to pitch tent in the rain. hmmm. the first day i onli rmb bout the tent pitching and the bathing part dats all. =x oh ya. somemore. they need chosse PL ma. den in the end im the one being it. cos im the oldest there. i think im the onli sec3 there nor. mdm should let the sec2 or 1 go instead of sec3. think like sec3 go like no use le. hahas
2nd day. early morning wake up hab breakfast den i forgot wat we do. den we start preparing outdoor cooking. our lunch. hmm. we start turffing first. need 'dig' out a hole. den mi and and the other 3 girls take turns to dig the hole lah. den the changko its heavy. den i like no energy take it up one. the others are afraid. hahas. den at last the hole can be seen. we even digged out tiles. very big tiles somemore. den we like very afraid dat we might dig into the water pipes. cos there's a drain right beside us. but lucky dun hab. ermm. den me and other 2 girls go prepare the food for outdoor cooking nor. the other set up the fire. got 1 whole chicken. banana wib chocolate. den orange cake. and pizza. den got lots of thing need to do. i marinated the chicken put it inside the aluminiun bagg. erm. dig out the fillings in the orange den pour in the cakemix. den wrap it wib aluminiun foil. erm. im not the one doing pizza and the banana. hahas. after its all prepare hao le den put it ontop of the ember. den leave it to cook nor. den there's one cedar girl told us. there's smth wrong wib the pizza. den no one realise it. after 45 mins or so lah. den our food its cook. lalalas. den we started eating. when we open up the pizza den we found out dat. she had forgot to put the cheese ontop. hahas. but its ok lah. we didnt eat the pizza base as its chaoda. den others attack the chicken. i didnt eat much lor. they managed to finish a whole chicken. hahas. we skiped the orange cake too. its like not cooked. so nv eat. later stomach pain den jialat. after eating hab to clear up the mess lah. need to fill the hole back. need take out those burned things den put back the soil. i helped too. hahas. ermm dinner its oso cook by us nor. but not me lah. each group 2 each to cook. but not me. dinner its chicken stew wib rice. hmm. first day its beehoon with fishball soup.. all its cook by us. den wat lei. i attended a indoor campfire again. damn. its like the last time i went for the PLTC its oso a indoor campfire. now this PLTC its the same. like im so suay like dat nor. haiyo. after the campfire they wanna go for a hike. lucky lah. miss james sae dat everyone should go bath and slp as everyone very sticky and smelly liao. hahas. den nv go hike nor. got lots of dog outside. somemore they want solo walk. piang. i scare larh.
3rd day le. yay! can go home liao. but not so early lah. untill 3+ den we can go home. first morning. same thing breakfast den clear up. den its time to strike tent. we hab to strike the kitchen shelter first. den ok lor help to strike. finished. den hab to strike our own tents. under the hot sun again.its always the pl and ps go view the demo. den i like so scare i forgot wat to do nor. hahas. den we hab to stike our tent. the thing is dat. we like reali suay nor. while striking its like going to rain nor. den they sae if it reali rains we hab to come back tml to strike the tent. lucky no rain. hahas. the tent is like very heavy. den mi and the other girl carry the whole tent bagg back to the store. my hand turns red. after dat its lunch time. after eating. they let us do so brain exercise. they gib us paper den want us to fill in the blank lah. ermm. we had questions like. what is good about being a woman, what is hard about being a woman, whats i am concerned about as a woman, what makes me angry about being a woman and what makes me feel nervouse or 'edgy' about being a woman. so girls think about it bah. guys oso can de bah. just chande the woman to man lor. hahas. . den still got question like they want us to descibe ourself, den write down what i do best, what i value morst, what had been the most important moment/achievement in my life, and a personal characteristic that i have, which has a postive influence on others. think bout it carefully. hahas. its hard for me you noe. after dat it begins to rain. very big rain somemore. den the trainers want us to play wide games. den no choice hab to play nor. they sae as long as theres no lightning its ok to play in the rain. the wide games its the same as the previous one. same clues, everythings the same. and im wet. after the game den we can go home le.. there onli 16 ppl in 1 big bus. hahas. the funny thing is dat the bus hor. cant close its back door. den i sitting jus near the door onli. erm. very windy reali. after dat. when its near jurong there. its raining. den the rain came in to the bus nor. i can feel it. back to hq le. and bishan its oso raining. the stupid thing is dat. theres no shelther. from hq to j8 and the busstop its far away nor. i nv bring umbrella or others nor. den hab to walk under the rain again. jus nice. reach busstop bus jiu come liao. hab a long ride back home.
dats my camp story nor. hahas. end here le. going audi....
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12/14/2006 05:48:00 PM
YSaturday, December 09, 2006
lalalas. now im watching silence. 深情密码 online. after watching tis show. i gonna watch it started with a kiss. 恶作剧之吻. both oso nice show worr. must watch. hahas. silence is a show can make you cry de. but den the other one is a show which makes you laugh. 2 different kind of shows. hahas. tml goonna meet sherr early. going out worr.i go see show liao.
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12/09/2006 11:05:00 PM
YFriday, December 08, 2006
hahas. hmmm. todae finally finished the 30 hours of service learning le. funny sia. we usually leaves at 5pm. den sherr and yihrue went into the office lah. tell dat we are going off le. den i at outside see doremon so nv go in. suddenly sherr come out sae. they dun let me go. lols. qi guai. dun let mi go home i tot t i did smth wrong lor. den in the end is wat. mrs poh sae teacher shirley told her sae dat she dun want me go. den want mi to stay so can help her do work ma. den teacher mary oso came in. den oso sae wat dun want let mi off. they insist dat monday i must come back help the. den sae teacher shirley still got alot things to do. teacher shirley even sae dat you come enough le. dun bring the others. why like dat sae lah. we are a team. hahas. before we go i still go ask teacher shirley ''i monday reali still need come not'' den sher and yihrue laugh at me sia. reali ma. they make me untill so blur must ask clearly ma. they hao xiang onli joking wib me. but i tot its real. hahas. silly me.
todae its the 8 of dec. second month le. so fast hor. hahas. dunno y this year pass so fast. ytd told yihrue tis. now des no time accompany me. den next year hor. i would be busy den wont hab time accompany him le. its the other way round. den its like kind of jialat. bo pian ma. next year o'levels. hahas. den wat lei? forgot wat i wanna sae again. aiyo. my memory so jialat nowadays.. 救命啊! hahas. ermm. next tues i wont be around till thursday. ccos going for camp. now i regret sia. i dun want go dat camp larh. 超级不想去. tired ma. everyday go out. not enough slp. didnt reali hab a good rest. hope the camp wont too jialat nor. =)
HAB A NICE DAY.. lalalas
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12/08/2006 03:38:00 AM
YThursday, December 07, 2006
i hab a long and tired week. lalalas. imagine. everydae you slp real late. dden hab to wake up soo early. reali will die sia. esp for me. you all noe ma. i can reali slp long. if i nv slp enough i will be dam blur de. either do smth wrong. or will sae smth wrong. hahas. lols. eermmm.. actually tml no need go childcare cos i lazy ma. wanna go out. but now i no money. sherr oso no money. den des lei. tml need to work. so tml go childcare nor. todae i was painting the whole day. need paint dat stupid carebear. i painted around 8 carebear per page. and theres a total of 5 pages. so i painted 40 carebear. siiann nor. whole day i was sitting either on the floor or on the baby chair. den tok to yihrue nor. lucky we 2 paint together if not either me or her will paint 80 carebears. jus now very funny. teacher mary went into the room lah as im waiting for yihrue to finish her carebear. den she same in and ask tml you all coming not? den replied her. the funny thing is dat she sae ''if you all coming tml. i book you first ah. tml help mi wrap books.'' hahas. is like i ask myself y must book me arh? who wrap oso the same ma. den yihrue told mi is dat maybe cos i painted those carebear reali neat. cos she is anyhow paint de ma. all painted out of the picture. hahas. but i think lah. who help her its oso the same bah. but den im booked by her tml liao. hahas. ermm den wat lei? i forgot wat i wanna sae liao worr. gonna end le.
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12/07/2006 02:04:00 AM
YTuesday, December 05, 2006
come update le.. ermmm.. ytd plus todae went to the child care help out nor. hahas. quite fun one. the baby sheryl damn cute sia. reali very cute. den when toking to one of the kids of the other kids will come tok me de. hahas. den got 1 time the boyboy keep toking about lion. hahas. reali reali cute. ermmm. i like to take care those babies. but not those primary sch kids. they so irritating nor. cannot stand. hahas. babies better. todae went off at 5pm. but den went to rm wib sherr den... den... den.. we went to void deck. we tok and tok and tok. we tok about lots of things. haiis. tok reali long. till 6.40 den went home. den i slowly walk back nor. need walk home ma. slowly slowly walk. den keeping thinking back about wat we jus chat about. we both like the experience like so the same. ask her out wib mi on friday dun want. sae wat last min den sae bah. call her go out oso so hard nor. hahas. i want go out ma wanna ask them to movie. den ytd i suddenly xiang dao. tis few days tlt will be going overseas but den i forgot when. so msg her. ermm. she's flying tml midnight. haiyo. movie wib her pao tang le wor. nvm lor. we go other time bah. lalalala.. tml i gonna wake up reali reali reali early tml. haiis. 6am must pull myself up le. wa piang. tml panda again le. tml gonna continue my tok wib sherr sher. haiis. die le. think i somehow broke the promise to myself or wat de. aiyo..
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12/05/2006 04:23:00 AM
YSaturday, December 02, 2006
tried to get some sleep just now. as body feeling quite hot. but lie on bed jus couldnt sleep norr. dunno y. dam. hmmm. ytd and todae morning oso like dat. todae afternoon body oso hot but think dat it cos by the sun so didnt care much. hmmm. todae surpose to meet sherr 11am at escape there. but den change to 12pm. den made me wake up so early. hahas. hmmm. den meet sherr at 12 nor no choice. i on the dot 12 pm reach downtown. den i hungry. den sherr pei wo walk around see got wat to eat. in the end i ate MR BEAN. lols. after dat walk back to the busstop waited for tlt to appear. but didnt nor. in the end we wait dunno how long. around 12.45 den she arrived. den we walk back to downtown go rent bike cos at first we tot dat des, vin, brian, and gq coming soon le. so we rent first. but in the end brian arrived first. ride and ride and ride. mi sherr and tlt invented a new game call bicycle hide and seek. lols. hahas. fun sia. ermm. when the guys come le. its about time we should return the bikes. den return lor. todae dat brian make mi so pekcek. keep like want to bang on mi tlt and sherr nor. making us scream and scream and scream. den got 1 time i almost bang into the big tree sia. dunno y will lost control. den almost bang into the tree. suay sia. hahas. ermmm. after returning the bikes. we went walking around bah. den found dat des todae not normal. dunno y lei. somemore didnt tok to him much. reali like didnt tok to him bah. i keep toking to tlt n brian. like pangseh him like dat. paiseh arh. ermm. they went to lan shop. played for 1 and a half hour. while we went to white sand. hahas. we saw the baby lonney toons nor. soo cute sia.. hahas. den i spotted mr low. at white sand too. hahas. he such a caring father. changed his impression le. oh ya. somemore. todae sherr went off without telling mi and tlt nor. so guo fen! hahas. not sae we dun let her go worr. but is she nv sae goodbye jiu walk off le.
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12/02/2006 06:01:00 AM