YMonday, February 26, 2007
its been awhile since i blogged? ya? hmmm nvm. im kinda of tired tis few days. mummy keep want paly mahjong den no choice play wib her nor. hahas ytd i lost alot. mummy keep winning the other day is i win. so todae back to me? hahas. jie jie first. i anyhow play de lor. i oso can win. lalalalas. happy seh. hahas but no real money involved. so ok lah. den wat. everyday i midnight den slp. todae my eyes is like real tired? hmmm..
i found out smth!!
i felt dat tis 2 days i like treating xin real good.
like no one tok to her. i will be the one toking to her.
she walked alone. i will be the one walking wib her.
no one joke wib her. i will be the one joking wib her.
den at yi house. we took pics. den like didnt care her.
im the one who ask her to come and take pic wib me.
i like changed my attitide towards her.
but at first my attitude isnt dat bad lah.
but now like she treating me dam good.
i hen bu xi guan.
jiu ming ah.
she keep leaning on me.
eeeee..
i dunno wat to do
am i treating her reali good?
i dunno~~~
theEnd;DD
2/26/2007 07:08:00 PM
YSaturday, February 24, 2007
hahas. im finally back to post. im just lazzy. i broke my record. i slpt 14 hours ytd. dats alot sia. hahas. piggy me. hmmm. actually i got nth much to blog lei. todae went to indoor stadium for thinking day. the performances were nice. took mrt wib sherr todae to the stadium. den the army guys todae can go home ma. den train inside got alot of them. a one corner there's this 3 army guys den they like saw sherr got alot of badges den they start toking about us. den sherr ask me. the guys there are like toking bout us. den i sae ya lor ya lor. very qi guai. hmm. my legg hurts due to the new shoe i wore. stupid stupid shoe. my leg now pain. oh ya. almost forgot. ytd i slpt 14 hours cos. i was having a fever. which i dun even noe dat im having it. untill mummy came into my room and tok to me. hahas. hmmm.. im simply bored.
theEnd;DD
2/24/2007 03:28:00 AM
YThursday, February 15, 2007
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
hahas. early greetings frm me. lalalas. hmmm.. todae at sch was hai hao bah.
i found my honey (bernice), my darling (tempestt), my percious (jingyi), my lao gong (sherr) and my girlfriend (tlt). hahas. fun fun. hahas. all started wib my honey. sshe started all these. den wat lei. im bored now. things are always happening for tml's outing. siian larh. hmmm.. mummy sae wat 2nd day call my friends come over. but hor. her 2nd day is when? i dunno when sia. hmm. i will comfirm wib my mummy tonight. if you guys are free. wanna come over? hahas. think about it. i still haben eat my chocolates. hahas i gonna eat dat soon.
theEnd;DD
2/15/2007 02:02:00 AM
YWednesday, February 14, 2007
happy valentine's day!
todae it valentine's day. hahas. kind of like tis day. a day to express our love to everyone dat you love.. todae recieved present. hahas. i so surprised sia. tlt and sherr bought jj de dvd for me sia. dam shock. i screamed! and i cried? hahas. they are always the one who buy jj stuffs for me. thanks girls. jingyi gave me a photo album. i think i gonna get all those photos we took. wash them out. den put inside. hahas. i got chocolates. but hor. i hardly eat chocolates. i prefer sweets. lalalas. xin and yi is like troubling over my birthday. which is still a long way ahead? hmmm..
after sch got guides meeting the thinking day thing. siao. i like keep doing wrong thing. den finally do correct le. den they tell me they change the way of doing it. siao lah. i dam nervous. im afraid dat i will do the wrong thing. den haiis. i still forgot to do tis and dat. but during the last try. i got it right. dunno lei. im afraid to see miss farah de face sia.. very serious. den like not happy like dat. scary. hahas. wo hen pa. pa dat day i will get smth wrong. stress up.
theEnd;DD
2/14/2007 08:07:00 PM
YSunday, February 11, 2007
come blog le. now zai tou lan. suppose to study one. i cant focus lah. im hao xiang zai expecting something like dat. now my turn to moody liao. no mood no mood. ytd eric's birthday was kind of fun bah. at first was like boring. den after when we started playing le den i find it quite fun. hahas. before going to eric's party. we went to tp den to paris ris. we bought a jacket for him. den went there den regret we nv buy him the bagg we saw eariler. hmmm. dat bagg nice ah. hmmm.. ate lots of things there. and den our food got cat eat sia. we took the food and throw. throw liao den i realise. why we dun put the food at one side let the cat eat full le den throw away lei? scared away the cat. we like bad? hmm.. hope dat cat wont er si lah. oh ya. my head pain den i rmb. ytd dunno who throw the vollyball hit my head den hit tlt's hand. porr thing sia her. her phone drop. jialat. now she changing phone. hmm.. nth to do le. i go le.
theEnd;DD
2/11/2007 08:40:00 PM
YFriday, February 09, 2007
haha.. finally back to blog. didnt online tis few days. lazy lah. hmmm.. got lots of homework waiting for me to do. ytd dear asked me. i got any test or wat tml. and you noe wat i said? i siad no. den went to slp for awhile. cos still got homework not done yet. after 1hour plus bah. dear call me wake up. but still went back to slp in the end. =xx dunno y i suddenly so tired sia.. morning wake up look at my time table. oh no. got geo todae.. den tok to myself. oh ya hor. later got geo test. wth. i forgot!. i forgot bout it totally lor. den morning keep studying notes. keep readin and keep memorising. dam jialat. den hab geo lessons. den the paper was like hard? cos i nv study enough. hmmm.. mr quack keep walkin here and there.. den he gib us some clues. write write write nor. writing rubbish in my paper. think wont get zero bah. after sch went home first get changed. den went to sherr house. cos she accompanied me back home ma. she oso need get change. den walked over to diah's house. funny seh. me and sherr keep looking at the clock. den 2.30 liao. we sae. oh no.. how arh how arh? very worried. hahas. both of them getting results. vvery scary sia. den we continue doing over thing nor. cute sia. hahas. den we do wrongly. need redo. den diah passed it to me to redo nor. den okok. i redo. do do do till half. me and sherr's de hp yi qi ring. hahas. they like report to us their results? hahas. den tok tok tok nor. me and sherr exchange phone. den i tok to gq. she tok to des. not bad lah. their results. but they can do better de. next year our turn liao. scary. hahas. tok tok tok to gq not long. den i pass the phone to diah. let her crap wib him. i concerated doing my work. hahas. den heard someone scolding them call them put down phone den ok nor. they put down phone hahas. they 2 so kpo nor. want noe wat we are doing. hahas. its secret cannot tell de. den des treaten sae want bit me. how can? hahas. after dat. do finish le. jiu watch tv nor. i was hugging diah bear bear. playing wib it. den suddenly sherr laugh at me. forgot wat i done le. smth funny bah? hmmm.. tml going out again. wib tlt and sherr. after dat go for eric's birthday party. gonna play till late? hahas. can relax abit. but i got lots of things need to do. die. my coursework due on the 13 of feb. yet. im onli at the starting onli. tml whole day not at home. sure jialat de. aiyo. jiu ming arh. hahas.
jiiayou arh marr.. jiiayou.
theEnd;DD
2/09/2007 02:29:00 AM
YMonday, February 05, 2007
online jus to get my post posted. hahas. todae nth much happen. but her face as usual was black black de.. during bio lesson. she was like dam bu shuang. haiis. dun care her sia. chem lesson. hab our first class test. it was like ok lah. i noe how to do. but dunno whether isit done correctly not. hope i can get high marks? hmmm.. cos mostly i noe how to do. cos ytd. i studied mr yeo's worksheet. den his questions mostly comes frm dat paper de.. lucky i got go rmb.. hahas. hope hope i could pass.. lalalas.
i hope dat i could put down the past, and move happily to the future.
forget bout wat the things you are trying to do.
continue our friendship.
i wish dat nth would happen to us.
i treat you as sister.
a sister which will always joke wib me.
but seriously. yr actions make me change my attitude towards you.
i want my attitude towards you to change back.
i want to continue our friendship wib you.
and our friendship could last long.
i want to last wib him.
seriously.
i wish dat nth will happen.
i want nth to happen.
des:
pls forgive me. for wat lies i hab said.
all the untrue things dat i done or said.
i dun wish to be dat type of huai nu ren.
zhi dao ma?
i think im not like tis.
wei le shou hu zi zhi de xing fu.
wo bu de bu zhe yang zhuo.
should be like tis bah.
im gibing myself alot of pressure.
im pressuring myself cos of o lvls.
im pressuring myself to settle xin fast.
im pressuring myself no matter wat happens nth will happen btw me and xin
im pressuring myself no matter wat happens nth will happen to me and you.
im pressuring myself not to think so much.
im pressuring myself no matter how unhappy i am. i will still smile and laugh wib you guys.
i hope i will be back as normal.
xin:
im sorry dat i have to do all those things to you.
you left me wib no choice.
who call you dun tell me the truth?
dun ask me those questions
think nth will happen le bah.
i wont be treatiing you like tis.
and we will like as asual like dat joke and play around.
i dun want all these to happen.
if you think im like those fake ppl.
jus go on to think like tis bah.
its reali no choice
so i hab to lie to you.
everything i said bout des after you asked me the questions.
its all not real.
parts of it is true.
but do forgive me.
i dun wish to do all these things.
when i get the answer i want.
i will let go of this matter.
i promised.
theEnd;DD
2/05/2007 01:42:00 AM
YSunday, February 04, 2007
im sort of quite moody bah. ytd cried cos of silence dat show.. cry cry & cry. so now my tears very easily flow down. think think think den tears will flow down. think i like tlt like dat emo le bah.
no one noes wat will happen tml.
i dun even wish to see anything to happen.
i dun wish to noe the truth.
neither do i wish to face the truth.
think im just cheating myself.
im going to mao xian tml. smth which im not certain of.
im afraid of the answer.
but im doing my best.
the best i could do.
guess my mood will last till tml?
im not sure.
hope nth will happen tml.
when i did all those things.
y are you picking on me?
i did nth to you.
haiiss..
jiiayou arh marr. =))
theEnd;DD
2/04/2007 05:26:00 PM
YFriday, February 02, 2007
time to blog.. hmmm.. todae its such a short day at sch. things are getting clearer. hmmm.. todae morning. went to sch. lett sherr look at my msgs frm GQ. hahas. cos needd their help ma. didnt expect dat his msgs so long. i forward to sherr and tempestt a total of 40 msgs. hahas. so we all noe wat to do le.
so the show started. we tried to get her attention at first. during eng. things are moving on smoothly at first. but den. the bell rang. dam. we are going smoothly de lor. wanna change the topic to des le. but den we haben finish tempestt matter. we cant change the topic ma. i managed to borrowed her phone and take a good look. sherr saes she's getting suspicious of us le. hmmm.. not sure le. i checked her inbox, sent items. nth special. onli few msg inside. some is gary de. didnt read their msg lah. peek into her inbox im already feeling bad le. she emptied her sent items.onli got 3 inside. den wat else lei.
during C.I we start our show again. at first when we are toking bout tempestt and jy. she was like bo chap bo chap de. not interested wib the topic. but when we started toking bout des. the moment when we mentioned des's name. she straight away turn her chair from side way to facing us dat direction. wats going wrong wib her sia. they sae there's sure smth wrong wib her. den tempestt started asking me questions bout des. i forgot the sequence le. but still rougly rmb the question. tempestt asked. erm. des still as busy as before arh? den i replied ya. he aiming for a higher post ma. den she was like the~ like dat lah. den tempestt even said dat. you 2 good nor. nv quarrel de. not like us like dat. den she jus chap in nor. sae ''mei you chao jia bu dai biao hao lor'' tis sentence somehow made me bu shuang her you noe. like saying dat kinda of hinting dat. smth is going to happen? wth. after she saes dat sentence. she quickly add on another sentence. which is ''jing chang chao jia ye bu hao lah'' smth like dat. tis time round she said it in a more softer way. previouly she said it louder. tempestt told me. dat time her face was like very black. bu shuang bu shuang de. piang. den we tempestt ask you and des still got msg right? den dun even had the time to reply tempestt back. she chap in again. sae wat. they got msg wat. but the thing is dat i didnt tell her we both got msg arh. i asked her ''ni you zhi dao we got msg?'' ''when did i told you dat we got msg?'' she keep argue dat dat time i told her de. and i dat that time which she asked me the 4 questions dat time. but i rmbed clearly dat i didnt told her arh. how she noes sia. we actually wanna change to another topic den change back to des again de. so can see her reaction ma. but den we are short of time. den cant change the topic. hab to go for assembly le. sad. i very much wanted to noe the truth. so dat i could like stop all things frm happening. but i will get tired of all these bah. tired of it. and tempestt advised me to tell des bout the 4 questions thingy. but i dun dare. tlt & sherr sae dat after the whole thing den tell des. haiis. noe i will learn how to make up my mind. i dun wanna like everything like sort of rely on GQ. hahas.
jiiayou ah marr..
theEnd;DD
2/02/2007 05:39:00 PM