todae is the day i got back my horrible results. total of 6 subjects 3 passed 3 failed. its even hahas. blah blah blah. 1 F9; 2 D7; 1 B3 the other 2 i forgot. i think its a C smth larh.
well. todae's all of our mood was bad. i jus slighty do better den my girls. and tlt and ber did quite well de us. well im sure we can do better. yeah.
my sis jus asked me bout my results. told her i did badly. and she nagged me. 'lyn arh. study hard larh, didnt get good results how to go poly. i see wat you can do sia. tis year o lvl still dun want study hard'
ahem. sis like dat le. let parents see how? do they noe all of us did badly? and im sure we have not put in 100% effort into it and im sure we can do it. lalalallalas.
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5/30/2007 05:37:00 PM
YTuesday, May 29, 2007
wat a ''good'' time table i got todae. LOLS. eventually im just wasting my time away. yeah? todaae waste lots of time larh. walk walk walk laugh laugh laugh? i see dat girl den i feel like vomiting. farahana is jus too tall for you okay. get my idea? well think you dont. hahas.
went for a long long break before social studies starts. went to KFC. and i had a very very heavy lunch. hee hee.. half way. a bunch of compassvale guys walked in. and tlt told us. theres one guy there with abit 王子（棒棒堂） de look. when i replied her. she said he's gone. den later she told me again. and in the end. he was my primary school friend ! hahahs. yeahyeah. i didnt see wrongly. yesh indeed he's my primary sch friend. rmb the old times?.. hmm. we hang out quite often. hahahas. LOLS. and he was once my best friend's ex. dats nth to proud of. LOLS. haha. when told tlt ii noe him. she burst into laughters. wats so funny about? hahas i dun understand larh. hahas.
during social stuides. before we actually starts the lesson. tlt totally gone mad. madder den sherr. did anyone booked a room for her in the green green building on her behalf? well i think you all should. its unfair to just send me;dar;sherr;des in. its unfair. hahahahas. im waiting for yi and tlt to come in. 陪我们嘛.
wahahhahahahas. tml's is the day i got my report book back. im wondering wat ''wonderful'' results am i getting. my brother's results was ''FANTASTIC''. let me tell you. 7 Ugrade' 1 B' 1 C'
isnt it ''fantastic''? my mum vomit blood ytd. i guess she will vomit when she sees mine seh. ahhhh. its driving me mad. gonna start doing my homework liao. if not later no time do.
tempestt. hahhhas im making her 心痒痒. hahahas. yeahyeah we planning her birthday. dar. im not going to tell you where are we going to bring you. hahas. dat time do dat to me. now i do it back to you. =xx hhas evil me. lalallalallas.
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5/29/2007 05:36:00 PM
YMonday, May 28, 2007
wow.. pirates 3 is indeed nice. reali nice. but im sort of screaming and laughing throughout the whole show. and i was coughing and coughing. throat pain larh reali pain. gosh. when eating dat time more worst. we joke joke joke. laugh laugh laugh. den i cough cough cough. i drank peach tea. nicce nice.
i saw a guy there. he totally suckks okay. dun judge a book by its cover. his attitude totally succkks... hate this type of guy. suckker larh.
i stacked the bowls up and im got scolded by sherr. but ii got thanked by the auntie. see see. dats my habit ma. hard to change haha.
well the movie. pirates 3 its nice. i was at there telling sherr. why bring me come see tis type of show? ppl kill ppl. noe wat she sae? no they are not ppl. so i sae. its ppl killing creaturess. LOLS. but its reali nice larh. but somethings which maakes me disappointed. he got little xi fen. hahas. hahas. he main chara but shi ma? hhas.
im very hot right now. living room de fan dunno go where. piang i very hot larh. tml need go sch. aahh. hmm.
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5/28/2007 09:57:00 PM
YSunday, May 27, 2007
y must i be sick at this stupid moment? flu. headachs. sore throat. fever. dam. all come at the same time. tml chinese o paper. yet im sick. dam dam dam larh. hope by todae i will get well. so tml den i can put all my best inside.
ytd i also didnt slp well. damit. y am i having nightmares? its the first time i find slping is terrible. but im tired. i have to slp. i slp liao den got nightmares wth. i dun want larh. i want to have a good night slp.
i reali hate nightmares.
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5/27/2007 11:07:00 AM
YSaturday, May 26, 2007
i didnt slp well ytd. i had a very scary nightmare ytd. not one but 2-3 nightmare. omg. its not the first time im having these dream le. so now. im very sleeply. im very tired now.
i hate nightmaress...
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5/26/2007 02:27:00 PM
YFriday, May 25, 2007
please dun itrritate me with problems anymore. i might cry anytime. i jus rmbed. morning while having chinese intensive. mr tan didnt start his lesson yet. me and dar was there talking. i cried again. but tears didnt flow down larh. onli gather outside. but consider as i cried?
damm. due to all kinds of stress. all kind of problems. im feel like crying.. reali reali. i wish i could jus cry up one whole dayy. where no one gonna disturb me. no one is gonna stop me frm crying. im emotionally breakdown i guess. o lvls gonna kill me.
im sort of moody todaae. at sch im not. but back home i am. dunno why played audi wib sherr, vin, des i became so so so moody. paiseh arh. when i saw des and vin sort of like quarreling. my mood became worst. audi miss miss and miss. den till reali reali no mood. den went off. but dunno why i get out of dat room. my mood became normal again. dunno why. i felt there's smth wrong wib the room. =xxx i mean my father's room not the audi room.** well ppl sorry. jus now reali no mood.
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5/25/2007 06:59:00 PM
YThursday, May 24, 2007
im stress. feel like crying now.
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5/24/2007 09:23:00 PM
Y
i failed my F&N jus by 2.5 marks. english for midyeaar. failed by 0.2 marks. wth. for the whole CA i failed my eng. dam the previous test pulled me down. 45.5 wat stupid results i achieved? LOLS. later gonna write the testimonal thingy for mr tay. he so ma fan. go check record can liao ma bu shi ma? ppl rmb to write wor. later no testimonial. hhas.
im weird nowadaes. im hungry but i dun feel like eating. not applies to sch larhs.
i complained to ppl. i have not have a meal wib tlt since monday. eeeiiiyerr. not good. all of us eat together den good ma. dunno where she went to every recess time. maybe for certain days the timing different larh. but den.. some times i saw her group de ppl. tao yan larh. hahas.
i got another lollipop frm mr tan todae. yeahyeah. good good. hahas. tml can get another one. lalalalalalas. they got scolded todae again. hhas happy happy. waaa.. her face as usual act innocence again. cannot stand.
and well i fell aslp in mr tan's class todae. its the 1st time tis week okay. but slpt not long larh. dar woke me up.
after the hoildays we gonna have mock exams again. dam. its like the humans subjects together on a day. den the science subjects together on a day. siao sia..
everyone is so stress tis few days. stress like hell. jingyi almost made me cry todae. she cried in class. i see my total marks for eng i also want to cry sia. im almost there for mid year. haiis. must work hard.
ppl. im stressssss... are you?
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5/24/2007 05:09:00 PM
YWednesday, May 23, 2007
my horoscrope for tml. LOLS.
TAURUS. A certain attachment is in the stars. Maybe you're forging a new one with some unknown possibilities (Best friend? True love? Both?), or perhaps an existing one is transforming in delicious ways. Yay!
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5/23/2007 07:37:00 PM
Y
im pissed off by her todae. dun ask me why. i dam pissed off by her. you are always the one acting cute you are always the one acting Innocence. you are always the one acting like everyting is my fault. you are always the one acting that everything you do is correct you are always the one acting as you are the biggest among us. you are always the one who acts as you are the cleverest among us. could you please get out of my sight before i start to scold you till your face is on the floor. if theres anything you are unhappy about me. im happy dat you come to me yourself. but not ellen. yoou think wat? i will forgot everything as i treat ellen okok. wth. firstly theres nothing wrong with me telling my frens wat happened eariler. second im jus saying the truth. third you did not realise that it you are the one who is wrong at the first place. waa. think i scare you? show me dat Innocence face again! dun make me slap you. the thing which im most unwilling to do. get out of my sight larh.
she spoil my mood. dam dam her. nvm. but i have fun during chem hahahhaas. funny. funny. ddat derek nor. funny. we were the first few to get into the classroom. den we find place to sit nor. we didnt decide. den suddenly dat derek very funny. he called me to sit beside him. den ask lots of funny question. he like bet with jinglie. hahas. nvm i followed derek's wish nor. sit beside him hahas. the 5 of us sitting quite apart. so we whispered. den dar tok dat time. derek saw. we were like sort of toking bout her den derek jiu sae us gossiping. hahas. sometimes we nv tok bout her he also like daat sae. den he also come ''gossip'' wib us. asked me who we are toking about. he asked lei. her ma? den i sae ya. dun like her. watever watever. and so so on. den i asked him you like her meh? hahas. he also dislike her. very much very much. i can sense. hahas. hahas. funny. still got more. but i dun rmb le. hahas.
i simply jus want her to get out of my sight. i simply jus hate her.
oh. my SS. didnt fail dat badly. not as disappointed as eng. well i can do better. i believe it.
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5/23/2007 07:13:00 PM
YTuesday, May 22, 2007
my dear dear sotong ball arh. okok im not worried. im not worried. i cant possibily leaving you there in pain, in tears. i cant. i said ler. you cry i cry with you. you moody i moody with you. you lost your way. i lost my way with you. you happy den i will be happy with you. now a few more for you. you sad i will sad with you. you pain i will pain with you you breakdown i will breakdown with you. you get numb i will get numb with you. you think you are only the one with the mask in front? you think we are not worried bout you? you think i dont know that you are sad? you think i cant sense that you are unhappy? you think i cant sense that you are lost? i understand you, the pain. the lost. the silence. the memories. lastly the smile. im happy that you 'complained' to me. im happy that you know how im feeling now. im happy that you realise theres smth on. but im not happy that you said i cry you dun talk to me. im not happy with that. *hmph.* i will be your ear. tml. the day after. forever and ever. you will always find me around. jus a call i will be there? or a call to share your stuffs. dun forget who do i called when im totally heartbroken? dun forget who do i called when im crying? dun forgot who do i called when im troubled? dun forgot who do i called when im at lost? i dun wish to hear you sae yoou cry over my post again. you cry i will cry. dun try to cheat me arh. must tell the truth. cried must tell me. no matter wat i dun care.
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5/22/2007 08:06:00 PM
Y
im utterly dissapointed with myself todae. i almost cried when i saw my english marks. its jus one step away frm the passing line. yet i didnt have the capbilitly to cross the passing line. im reali so dissapointed with myself. the marker is sososososo strict. i can pass the crossing line. yet i was kana push back. i almost broke down when miss siow was going through the paper. its the first time i did ''so well'' for my eng. yet why dont miss farah give me a pass? its onli a mark. i could pass. i got the points in my answer. yet i cant get the marks. oh god.
i passed my geo paper. shocked enough. actually not dat larh. chinese i got a lollipop frm mr tan. yeahyeah. cos my zuo wen got 35 marks. dar got one too. she got 37 marks.
im dam dam afraid of my SS paper. i gonna get a failure for sure. god dam. im so afraid of facing miss farah. she's scary. omg.. wo hen pa..
i wanna cry~
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5/22/2007 07:46:00 PM
YMonday, May 21, 2007
i find myself really silly. she should be the one crying. yet im the one. i cried for you. its been a long time since i cried.
crying is just a form of releasing yrself. onli when crying. a person can let out all the unhappy-ness. onli when crying. im able to be the real me.
i LOVE to cry. so you must be able to dry my tearss.
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5/21/2007 06:08:00 PM
Y
i did smth dat seems shocking to me. hahas. sherr and i walk all the way frm hougang mall back to sengkang and back home. well. we bought smth to eat. the chicken chop.. its spicy. and the sun was horrible. walk back was hot plus the chicken its spicy. and im hot inside and outside. lalalalalalas.
went to buy peach tea cos too spicy le. so. need water. hahas. the peach tea was like tasteless. onli tea. where has my peach gone to?
sherr todae keep slap me. keep say stupid larh you. hur hur. im so so so hurt. she slap me. *pain pain* she's always like tis. eeeiiyerr. well i got shoot her back. she keep sae she want to die. den i jus tell her. you want die. go go. *pointing to the road with cars* you want die go die lah. hahas well she noes wat im trying to tell her.
we tok bout lots and lots of r/s stuffs. when i tok bout des. i got choked. well. think i reali said smth wrong or does he noe somebody is toking bout him? piang. got choked its a reali bad exprience. i keep cough and cough. lesson learnt. i cant tok bout des when im eating.
hmm.. wat else? i can reali reali feel dat my girl is troubled. she experiencing tis thing over and over again. jus like wat i experienced. i can reali noe dat feeling. its not good at all. totally not good. my girl my girl. i noe yr feeling. the feeling tis terrible. but do always think carefully. i dun want you to be like me like tis. i didnt tot of the consequences i gonna face. den now. im facing tis stupid nonsense myself.. dun follow my footsteps. but den dun tell him also cannot. you will still suffer the pain. but i reali dunno wat to do. i rather see you happy. den placing a mask infont of yr face. i dun want you to spend yr life as a clown? i want the true true you. be back be back the orginally you, where's my sotong sherr gone to? where are you. you lost i bring you back. i will find you back. never let you lost yr way again. never. never. ever. you cry i cry wib you. you moody i moody wib you. you lost yr way. i lost my way wib you. you happy and also i will happy wib you.
i want the happy happy you back..
i saw derek and vshal jus now. wanna show off his chinese marks to me. LOLS. and still i forgot to ask him. why do he wanna get my number. instead of asking me himself. weird guy. weird guy.
heyhey. lastest news yeah? JJ's newest album call 黑骑士 wahahhahaas. but i still not sure of the date. i onli noe its june. 王力宏's album too. wahahhas. i will go mad on dat month !! pardon me.
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5/19/2007 07:03:00 PM
Y
im JJ's big fan!!
lalalalalas. i was so so so high ytd during dat concert in sch. hahas. we were given party items. well i chose smth dam dam dam cute to me. hahahs. you noe those blow le den got smth roll out. wib noise. hahas. i went round scaring ppl wib dat. tlt;jingyi; they all. ahahhahas. fun fun fun hahas. took lots of stupid stupid photo. i like dat one i took wib sherr. dat one is cute. hahas. yeahyeah.
before we went to dat cconcert. we went to compass eat. well wat dinner larh. hahas. went up to food court. actually wanna eat de. but den i ended up eating dessert only. so my dinner was jus tau suan plus a cup of grape red tea. hahas.
went headed to sch. i was given a new name. statue of bubble tea. lalalalalas. cannot one shot drink finish the bubble tea larh. later stomach pain. den i hold it without drinking. den i was given dat name le. hmmm. LOLS.
im bored now. des was busy i cant tok to him. no one online now. laalalalas.
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5/19/2007 06:38:00 PM
YThursday, May 17, 2007
im in comp labb now. while the others are at the hall. hahas. different class ma. hahas. tlt's class jus beside my class. yeahyeah. hahas. hmm.. got girls in sch smoke. lols. the toilet smells. yuckss.. smelly smelly.. my hp. running low batt. hahas. jus now send songs around. den we took pics during chem lessons. hahas. teacher went marking our paper... i knocked my head lots of times. pain pain. hahas. i got nth to do now. stomach pain. aahh..
its raining outside now. the orange flag is up. IS UP! punggol ppl should understand. got lighting. ppl must stay indoors. LOLS.
i go disturb vin in web messenger. hahas.
oh oh. phone low batt liao. i want go home charge phone larh. my god. eee.. later going audi wib the girls. hahas.
bye~
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5/17/2007 03:13:00 PM
YWednesday, May 16, 2007
seriously i hate ants alot !!. they drives me mad. real mad todae.. arrgggg..
ants suckss.
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5/16/2007 04:17:00 PM
Y
finished last paper. happy happy. i want complain again. same for chem. what ever i memorise ytd didnt came out. eeeee... waste my time.
wat is solid x when it undergoes high temperture and it turns out to be a white solid? ahhh.. i dunno how to do dat question. i dunno. aaahhh.. pekcek. pekcek.
hahas. can slp early liao. no need worry bout exams.
but den.......
o'lvls are coming....
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5/16/2007 09:34:00 AM
YTuesday, May 15, 2007
im very lazy to blog todae. =xx
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5/15/2007 08:23:00 PM
YMonday, May 14, 2007
hey !!
LOLS. tml i shall slp till late late. wahahahas. there's no need for me to go back to sch tml. cos i got no paper. my poor girls are having their POA paper tml. they at hall there do paper. im slping in my air-con room. hahas. bad sia me.
well i hab 2 papers todae. bio and f&n. hmmm. smth i very pekcek de. wat ever things i memorise and read. nth came out. for bio. the eye. where is the eye? i studied the brain. no brain came out. i studied the flower parts. nv call me label! i studied how the male gametes reach the ovary. dat one also nv come out. wth. they come out heart! i onli read abit onli. den dunno how to do.
for f&n. alot question i tikam. anyhow write in wat i think the answer should be. hahas. got one question. ahhh very pekcek. i got the wrong idea. i noe how to do lei. bernice ask me i noe how to answer. aarrggg. i tot the question call me refer to the diagram. 5 marks gone. for the essay question all rubbish. i wrote rubbish. hahas. dun care lah. 2 hours for f&n actually jus nice. i slowly do. still got time extra. hahas.
POA jus 1 hr onli. saw them walk out of the hall. the feeling not good. hahas. ppl can go home yet im still in the hall. sad. hahas. den shee walk pass. come happily tell me and bernice. jiiayou. very fake. she happy lah. can go home liao ma. well. tml i no sch. wahahahas.
hmmm. tlt they all wait for me. good good. den after dat.. me and sherr went to RM. i want bubble tea. hahas. yyeah yeah. they got mango liao. =xx we took 136. like a market bus sia. the sec 1 sec 2s are shouting here and there. piang. so embarassing. shout shout shout. den even got ppl fighting. lols. dat fren of his wants to alight. he kick his fren few times den let him alight. piang. childish seh. the moment i step down the bus. i felt so peaceful. should enjoy the peaceful moments.
silence silence''
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5/14/2007 04:24:00 PM
YFriday, May 11, 2007
im back frm sch after such terrible paper i had todae. ahhh. todaes paper sucks. yucky yucks. i think i will be failing tis paper as well. i simply jus hate maths. maths sucks sucks sucks.
in total i left question 3,4,5,6 TOTALLY BLANK. wth. i was there staring at these questions dam long. dunno how to do larh. maths is jus not for me. but section a dunno how to do. but at least graphs i noe how to do. hahas. section b de graph question. i actually done it before and i dunno how to do (dat time larh) i will aways rmb dat question seh. during lesson time. i was doing dat question. den i dunno how to do. tempestt took it and ask mdm yap. well i always rmb dat. it took me one whole maths period to get it done. hahas. so during exams i did it. but didnt finish. do the upper part onli. the lower part want find wat the line of equation. blah blah blah. dunno how to do.
hmmm. went to rm hab breakfast? lunch? hmm dunno. both LT saes the way i eat very funny. very funny meh? usually i also like dat de ma. i dunno how to describe how i ate jus now. go sherr there see. think she will post tis. she keep looking at me den laugh. hmm. well tis way to keep her happy. its good. hahahas. soon someone went emo-ing. piang wat happened? LOLS. tlt and me walk home. we were toking non-stop. shhhh... no one noes. hahahas. later going in audi. yeah yeah. hahahas slacking time again. oh ya. todae's GQ birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
i wish i have the ability to turn back time''
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5/11/2007 12:59:00 PM
YThursday, May 10, 2007
hey hey. im back back to blog. oh god. todae's paper siian diao. both SS and maths paper 1 gone case. comfirm de. god. im so sorry miss farah. i got all my point missing. essay question all craps. got the 12 mark question blank. onli 1 short short paragraph onli. the 13 mark question. i was like. forgot the format totally. omg. i reali feel like knocking the wall sia. first time. my SS i reali reali dunno how to do. arrgg.. gosh gosh. maths paper 1. got it screw up too. got lots of question blank. omg omg. piang very pekcek seh. hmmm.
well stayed back todae with my girls. to study for maths paper 2. hmmm. we do do do eat eat eat play play play. ahahahhahas. den bernnice was waiting for any maths teacher to pop out. hahas. den i saw mr ong walk pass. den told bernice. 'ai mr ong lei. quick quick' but den bernice sae 'erm bu ren shi ta lei' den she raise up her hands sae 'ong!' mr ong heard her ! ahahas den he turn back look look look. mr ong turned back. bernice called him again. 'mr ong!' hahas after dat. mr ong came over. here goes our slacking time. hahahs. mr ong dam funny. we asked him questions. and he gave excuses. blah blah blah. but he still got solve the problems for us. wait till bernice pass him her paper. mr ong is stack! hahas. he dunno how to do. den he started toking to us. he said dat mdm yap upstairs. making our paper liao. and was vomiting blood. my god. so fast. die liao lor. den me and bernice sae tml she vomit more blood. ohhohohoho. den mr ong come craping wib us. sae he arh. study 5 mins need rest for 10 mins. very funny. we were laughing non stop. den here comes mr chong. keep at there suan bernice nor. mr ong pushed the unsolved question to mr chong. sae he old liao. cannot do. call him do. he buy mr chong drink. hahahas. den they started to gossip. hahahas. we tou ting lor. den laugh and laugh. den we all started all toking. not doing maths lor. hahahahas. funny. we crap alot. den dat weiyang come. weird guy. think he tml will go 'nian' bernice le. oh my god. hahahas. long story. hahahas. gosh tml paper 2. omg. later go practice more. can i pass my paper tml?
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5/10/2007 05:56:00 PM
YTuesday, May 08, 2007
gosh. my face is burning hot now. wat can i do? i drag my feet frm RM back home i felt so tired while walking in rm. getting more and more tired. wat had happened to me? oh god. i was so tired now. complained to des. hmm. todae's paper i was like slowly slowly write. no rush at all. slowly slowly write. was planning to slp but den nope i didnt. well im soo guai i didnt slp. hahahs. but for paper 2 while writing my answer. i fell aslpt. jus for short while nia. den told myself. 'cannot slp cannot slp. write finish all le den can slp. fast fast write finish jiu can go slppp liao.' but den jus before i could finish up my paper. i saw mr tay walk in. yucks. i cant slp anymore. so the rest of the question. i wrote slowly. when mr tay is around. no one in 4d is allowed to slp. so i didnt get to slp. im so tired now.
i bought my bubble tea !! yeah yeah. but they went out of mango. sadd. so i tried grape. hmm well. ok larh. not bad. but the first mouth was like erm. too sweet. hahas. ytd i keep pestering sherr dat i wanna drink bubble tea.
hmm. so fast she went to replace her sim card le. heard her saying dat. if her phone cant find. den she's planning to buy N73 arrgg. sstupid lor. todae she acted like nth happened like dat. she still able to laugh and laugh. like nth reali happen. haiis. dun wanna tok bout her spoilt my mood mood mood. hahas.
hmmm. yarh. went for ss after paper 2. after dat. walked out of the class. i saw 2 guys fighting? or playin? to me. it seems like they are fighting with smiles. piang. they so scary. hahas. fights are not good health. hahas. im going to pia geo soon soon ~~ everyone jiiayou!
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5/08/2007 04:57:00 PM
YMonday, May 07, 2007
hab my first mid year paper todae. eng eng. paper 1 was ok. but paper 2 was like not well done. i dunno how to do passage A. passage B was much more easier. but sherr doesnt agree wib me. lols.
after paper 1. we hab break. den went to buy thing to eat. while walking back to our table. i heard her telling others dat her handphone was missing. she went to tell angel they all but non gib her concern. and was real calm. continue to eat. she went around searching for handphone. asking people whether did they saw her phone. but the answer was all the same. she went informing teachers. no one wants to help her. haiis. she use the phone less den 3 mths? den now was stolen. dat person was a guy. she used vincent's phone and called her phone. oh god. she can even forgot her own number. haiis. saw her ccrying. crying real badly. feeling sad for her bah.
dat person evenn took her money. $9.60. dam stupid take all the money leaving behind 5cent for her. dat person didnt take her ezlink. didnt take ATM card. onli take money and handphone. LOLS. her mother came down to sch straight away. den she was like yelling at her mother. sherr sae she call her mama oi. nv call mama once. wth. i nv oi my mum before de lei. it was like so rude. cannot stand her attitude towards her mum. she actually scold her mum. shouted at her. i was dam shocked. no matter wat happen we should not shout at our parents rmb tis. nv nv be like tis.
oh ya. i heard dat she jus broken off wib gary. but patchh back le. i was so shock again. they actually patch back again. third or fourth time i hear tis le. haiis. they stead jus for the sake of steading. so dat she got the date to hao lian in front of other ppl. LOLS.
im tired.~ yawns. i wanna slp.
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5/07/2007 04:09:00 PM
YSaturday, May 05, 2007
hmm. didnt blog of few days. so come now blog blog blog.
03'05'07 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. hmm. its my birthday. i rmbed i got scared alot of times. by widiah, monster, queenie. alot alot more. hahas. esp by monster. reali scared me. hmm. my mind wasnt right when tempestt wished me happybirthday. guess wat? she said happy birthday to me. and i replied her happy birthday too. hahas. queenie and azreena keep wishing me happy birthday where evver we go. den keep telling teachers lor. dam paiseh de. hahas. miss goh made the whole class to sing me a birthday song. hahas. oh ya!! dat jinglie very funny. he wants to wish me happy birthday. and yet. he said 'gong xi fai cai' hahas. very funny. we were at there laughing and laughing.
thanks for all yr wishes everyone.''
'i got smth to complain bout her!! but i forgot le. wrote in my notebook. but im lazy to take it out. hahas. forget it.' 04'05'07 hmm. about 8 plus. i recieved des msg. belated birthday wish. hahas. smack him. dunno is he forgot or wat. nvm it doesnt matter. hahas. we went mad. wrote a whole full list of songs we gonna sing at kbox. hahas. dats alot lei. alot alot. hahas. wat else? we hab the target setting thingy again. found out dat i can onli lke study at night. hahas. morning i cant study de. i will always feel like slping. so im a night studier hahas. after sch. we went for chinese remidial. i almost fall aslp again. haiis. no matter whether am i in the classroom or in air-con room iwill still fall aslp. cannot!! she is disgracing us in front of the sec 5s. arrgg. so irritating. hmm. wondering how long more can i ren her. lalalalalas. went in to malaysia wib parents. surpose to get me my birthday present de. the baggs or anything else. nth catch my eyes. i saw the water botttle i want to buy there. but didnt expect dat its way too ex den singapore. i rather get it in singapore. hahas. seriously. i think i need to get my water bottle quick.
05'05'07 surpose to go for ss remidial. but i didnt. came wib a fever. so i didnt go in the end. hmm. slpt till 11 plus. woke up by dad. call us to eat. cos he bought back'' so nan de. hahas hmm. den i rot in front of tv. i wanted to study. but the tv programmes are tempting me. god. watch till 3 guess wat? i fall aslpt on the sofa.. dad came calling me to slp in the room. dat moment. im dam dam tired. dun wanna move. no energy to walk to my room too. wat happen to me? i slpt till 6.30. dats long. hab dinner nor. revised eng alittle. how to write newspaper report. report. speech. but didnt memorise yet. my mind is not working. how hard i wanna memorise it. it jus dun wanna get in. i msg wib sherr awhile. try to make her feel abit more better.. dam. daats all i could do. felt so bad. i dun want things to be turing out the way i imagined. i want the both of them to be happy. not to be bothered over such things. communication is all they need. dun follow me and des de footsteps. cos we didnt communicate well. dats why we ended. will we be back together? how i wish.
came online. cos nth to do. i cant study at tis timeing. excuses. =xx so i came blogging. throwing all the things i wanna sae here. mid-year its coming. need to study real hard. now. reali wanna get good result. i goona try my best. we strive hard for our good results. dun let mr tay got dat chance to suan us again. jiiayou. im afraid of my maths, bio, geo. ss i hai hao. fnn if i reali go study den im sure i will pass. chem i think i can. its onli the mole concerpt thingy. dam afraid of dat. im weak at dat topic. maths. maths maths. dam dam dam weak. my whole secondary life. i didnt pass before. onlli few test bah. when mr chiew teaching dat time. i still passed. now. fail fail fail. haiis. my maths. vectors. loci. toa cah sou tis i sure die. probability also cannot. waaa. die die die.
i wanna complain tis. i got a haircut. dat aunty simply jus sucks lah. anyhow cut my hair. totally got the wrong idea. how i want my hair to be like. its totally different. den tell her how i want it to be like. she got lots and lots of thing to talk about. complaining alot. think i cant her you? its my hairs wat not yours. how i want it to be like it my own thing. but now. you cut yr own way. den now my hair become like wat? eee. i dun like lah. thinking of ways to get my hair look better. actually it looks ok. but im not use to it. it looks weird. damit. i not going back to dat shop ever ever again. i change my phone cover again. tis time iits black. actually its pink. but i found dat got problem wib it. my camera cant be use. den tell daddy quicky go get it change. she got no more stock. gave me lighter pink. i dun like. so ask her whether can i change to black. den change lor. the keypad there. the light very bright. i dun like. die. i can find small problems within things. nv got satisfy wib anything. hahas. im hard to please. dats all. hahas.
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5/05/2007 09:24:00 PM
YWednesday, May 02, 2007
hmm. todae i did lots and lots of stupid things. -prevent her frm looking at our neos -i rejected eric's wishes he wishes me happy birthday. noe wat i did? i said i dun want. cos its not the actual day. LOLS. he passed me a bagg of nachos. as my birthdae present. hahas. frm him zp and jy. at first i tot wat sia. recess i open it up. found it was sealed wib super glue. lols. cut it open. found it was all stars inside!! -recess went round finding junyang, eric, and zp said so many times thank you and i realised dat. they folded the stars themselves wow. soo sweet of them. omg. -i asked jy why didnt put them in a bottle instead? hahas LOLS. i asked such sstupid question. -i went spreading my crazy-ness and lame-ness around. -i afraid of tml. wonder wat will happen tml. *afraid afraid* shhhh!
-im thinking of changing my blogskin jus like wat dar did. but the thing is i dunno how. need do experiment. hahas. -i have not yet done my SS homework. must go do le. if not i will be KILLED tml. i dun want to be KILLED on such special day. and ya! mummy should be bringing me out tml. hahas. but i dunno to where. hahahs.
i hope i hope everything would be alright. i dun wish to see anything happen to them. dun wish to see both of them sad. i dun wish to see her moody. i dun wish to see her wib red eyes. i dun wish to cry wib her. i dun wish to see her cry. i dun wish to see her sad. i want her to be happy. to be happy always. why are r/s so fragile? why cant i see one of them last? jus one will do. things are happening one after another. i dun want. i dun want. i jus cant get an answer.