YSunday, July 30, 2006
todae. they set off for OBS le. siian. i was alone. lucky todae got weixin pei wo. if not i bored to death le. but its ok good lei. can focus more on studies. lalala. todae nth much happen lah. girls. take care! i miss all of you.
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7/30/2006 11:10:00 PM
YSaturday, July 29, 2006
im here to blog again. juz now went out for the guides heritage trail thingy. wth. we walk n walk n walk. hahas. but fun lah. i was taking pictures of myself again hahas. lalalas. todae's mood okok lah. not bad. after the whole thing need to go back cp meet yusra ma. den went there i saw ahgong there wib his stead. didnt take a good look at her. but it doesnt concern mi anyhow rite. hahas. im juz thinking too much. todae nth much happeen much lah. oh ya. sherr widiah yih rue meiting they all going for OBS. take care girls. i will be behind yr back gibing you all support de. jiayou. i oso will help you all pray for yr safety. take care. must miss mi lei i will miss you girls de.
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7/29/2006 03:37:00 AM
YThursday, July 27, 2006
hmmm... i back back home.. siians. gone to bishan juz now wib mummy. but i went back myself. siian onli mi mi n mi. haiis... tml got guides. guides guides guides n guides. everytime guides de. im stress.. stress stress stress n stress. later still need polish boots. oh no. now ish aready 1006 in the night n i hab juz finish my late late late dinner. no need to slp liao tonight. oh no. i dunno will polish untill wat time. first time worr. siian. oh no gonna go le. bye bye bye n bye. =)
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7/27/2006 05:59:00 AM
YWednesday, July 26, 2006
hmmm.. todae got te ndp training todae. at least it's still ok. although it's still tiring but still worth it. haiis. i thinking hor. hab i got depression worr. siian. tot of ending my life no matter wat happen. im mad. im trying to let lots of things to get into my head juz to forget all those things hated or things i dun want it to happen. think dat all of us are so stress up. im tried.
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7/26/2006 03:27:00 AM
YTuesday, July 25, 2006
let mi recall wat happen todae. ermmm.. todae's mood not so happy. IM NOT HAPPY TODAE. hmm.. after the basketball finals i went to back home nor. den unhappy thing happen. i went to busstop alone den 136 come so took it back nor. didnt went home straight. went to rm instead to buy small fishes for my fish. when i got down the bus den heard some1 called mi. it ish derek. lalalala. he call mi to gib him a smile. is my face at dat moment dat bad? oh no. wasnt in good mood ma. sad. went to rm den go visit christine mummy de ice ccream there. bought ice cream to numb my feelings or maybe can like dat sae lah. chocolate or ice cream can make mi happy when im unhappy. so ppl noe wat to do? hahas when you guys see mi not in my very good mood. can bring mi ice cream. best ish to bring mi ice cream but not chcolate. i dun reali like it. hmmm.. ice cream i dun like chocolate flavor de. siian.. ice cream ice cream ice cream. i want eat ice cream.
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7/25/2006 03:12:00 AM
YMonday, July 24, 2006
ahhh.. im back home. =) hahas. gurl nv be afraid whether im alone not. im always left alone de ma. no need bother me lah. go on n do wat you want. NO NEED CARE MI. cos all got stead ma. i will 习惯 de. =) we can still carry on our life even if theres another guy beside other den mi. hahas. juz keep in mind dat. if like sweet period rite. too sweet le. left me always alone. den do come n acc n bother mi. understand wat i mean? hmmmmm.. continue wat i done todae bah. hahas.. went to mini toons to shop. =x hahas. saw lots of cute things nor. but tlt dun like. why?????? hahas gurls like cute things de ma. heeeheee. i mad todae. love mi more~
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7/24/2006 01:17:00 AM
YSaturday, July 22, 2006
hmm.. ytd went out shopping wib the girls. hahas. went to bugis nor. at first we were walking here n there looking for bag. haha mi n vin both wan buy bag ma. so all of us go look together. the shopping mall de we dun like so we walk over to the bugis street. we stettled vin de bag first. we first ask ish $35 den we walk further down walk den back to dat shop another person served us. den ask how much she sae $33 or $32 not so sure. den i sae can cheaper ma. den she gib mi discount nor. den vin bought his bag at onli $30. after he bought his bag he jiu go back wib sherr le. cos they watching movie ma. mi n tlt not watching so we continue walking in bugis street. den i bought a bag!! at?? onli $20! hahas. frm $33 to $20. haha. sooo shuang. =x i decided year end i gonna go back there buy another bag. which i "promised'' dat aunty 'i will be back' haha.
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7/22/2006 06:04:00 PM
YFriday, July 21, 2006
im bushed. npcc style of driliing ish different frm us seriously. damn. im tired. very tired. next wed need to stay back for the ndp thingy again. they want the best out of the best. siian. tml going out wib them le.. not much money to spend. siian. i need sponser. =x hahas. tml ish movie? neoprints n shopping day!! wooo.. i find no reason to go shopping lei. to reward myself for smth? hmmmm..
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7/21/2006 02:59:00 AM
YWednesday, July 19, 2006
hmmm.. back home now.. lalala. went to eat at KFC. haiis. no money liiao. sat still going out wib those girls. hahas. hmmm.. think if sat found nice bagg jiu buy. if not. mummy bring mi in to malaysia tto buy bagg. i dunno y the two bitches (allow mi to do this of this once) must do this type of thing to the classmate nor. damn it. i gonna collecct all the edvidence nor. should record their conversation at the first place. i gonna do smth to them. =) juz helping my fren.
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7/19/2006 12:29:00 AM
YTuesday, July 18, 2006
hmm.. back frm the 3 hrs of cip work. its fun actually. watching those guys playing basketball. to me when guys are playing basketball they are the most good looking one nor. hahas. todae ma. nth much actually. i dun like chinese lessons nor. like so stressful you cant talk or wat ever nor. den i hab to sit wib wendy. my relationship wib her not so gd de ma. den toade need do grp work. den like i hab to do wib her. hahas. nvm. nits fine aany way. now watching 最后之舞.. dats a nice show.
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7/18/2006 03:28:00 AM
YMonday, July 17, 2006
hmmmm.. todae cried again. during recess i was hiding in the toliet. sad no other place for mi to go so went to the toliet. haiis. i was not happy the rest of the day. i went home myself. go take 82 back home. but den didnt went home straight. went to econ buy rubbish to make myself feel happier. but it do no help. i dun feel any happier. i was like step into the other side of my world which ish the black side. no more colourful ones. im like so stress up. im very stress. i dun think i can carry on like this any more. i scare dat i wil go mad one day. im so scared. i might hab a breakdown all of a sudden. i reali cannot take it. im going mad. my life now ish like everyday crying i cant stop it. IM STRESS.
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7/17/2006 02:22:00 AM
YSunday, July 16, 2006
hmmm.. todae cried again. cos of sherr nor. i noe ddat you are stress. i promise i would pei ni fen dai all yr guides de trouble. kiies. now sae other things bah. bout todae de street performance thingy. hmm. we like standing down there stop all the ppl frm moving across us. blah blah blah. after dat thing. i went to rm. help those lazy bums buy bubble tea. hahas. den now sitting down here blogging. in the afternoon when i was crying. i thik i saw angel at the busstop. dunno she saw mi ma. hahas. sian. hope next time i cry there's ppl by my side. hahas. dats my WISH OF THE DAY. hahas. think hor. everydae i will set 1 topic of the dae n a wish of a dae. hahas. den at the end of each mth i will hab lots of topic. hahas. arent mad?
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7/16/2006 04:51:00 AM
YSaturday, July 15, 2006
hahas. i come blog again le. hahas. after readin chocolate princess de blog ish like i dunno at to do. im not DESPERATELY looking lor. but is DESPERATELY looking forward to my life. i dunno wat will happen next de. who noes whether will i die in the next 24 hours. hmmmm.. i wanna protest. chocolate princess anyhow sae. blah blah blah. i so boring. read others de blog. i like dun reali understand the other 2 princess nor. like wat they are thinking n feeling. not gd nor. wat shall i do. ish like maybe they also dun reali understand mi sia. shall we like get to noe each other more. i dunno wat to do. i started not to depend on friends but on myself. started not to rely on friends so much. be BY MYSELF!
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7/15/2006 06:46:00 PM
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hi.. im back worx.. ytd the campfire haiis.. they left out punggol guides nor. punggol guides lei. wth. lalalalas. nvm. yusra sae jj gay lei.. wth. TOPIC OF THE DAY. ish jj reali look like gay??
wth. he not gay nor. not gay!! blah blah blah. later family members all go out eat lunch except for me. siian. i cannot go. hab to go due to the guides thingy. wa lau.. my week end like dat gone le. nvm. nth to do now. going maple le.
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7/15/2006 06:16:00 PM
YFriday, July 14, 2006
hahahaha.. hab a gd slp better le worxx. haiis. later going campfire. let music take over my whole life. lalalala. im like reali staying in my fairytale land. heehee. i got nth to do now. mummy daddy dunno go where. onli mi at home awake. bro go for cca. den my sis lei. still slping. maybe she ytd beri late come bacck bah. always like dat de. i waiting for tlt to finish doing my notebook.. wahahahaha.. i waiting~ hahas. i need someone by my side. siians
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7/14/2006 06:34:00 PM
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hmmmmmm... todae i even not happy. =( siians. todae first time plan the guide meeting jiu smth happen le. im so guilty nor. im so guilty. i dunno wat to do dat time. reali dunno wat to do. such things nv happen be4 on me. so scary. her wound damn deep. she didnt cry at all. it makes me more guilty. i dun plan dat games jiu nth happen le. plan gentle games jiu no trouble le.. no trouble le. nth le. im so scare. see her like dat i dunno wat to do. the wound beri deep. dunno she will get how many stiches. i reali wish dat nth happen. i should play other games insted. other games. ahhh. wat should i do? if reali stich den will leave a scar there.. not nice le. i reali huo hui lor. i shouldnt plan dat game.
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7/14/2006 02:22:00 AM
YWednesday, July 12, 2006
back frm sch le worx.. came back myself. nvm i must get use of this type of life. all my frens hab stead to bring them back. i dun hab ma. so must come back myself. siians. the sch day lifes ish totally boring. i got nth to do nomatter where i go. hmmm.. tlt ish getting sick. poor thing. think the virus ish i spread de bah.. frm mi to rachel den to dunno who den to dunno how den to wee diah den to tlt. hahas. later going maple le. think can lvl by todae..
hmmm.. oveerall todaes mood im not happy.
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7/12/2006 10:54:00 PM
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aahhhhhhh.... todae got 1 sec 2 show me attidude... eeee... idoit nor.. she gonna get frm me if she dun go for guides tml.. hmmmm... i long time no blog le worx.. all becos of sherr n tlt. i started blogging again. hahas.. now maths lesson.. do finish hw le.. nth to do worx.. music entertainin mi now.. hahas. yesterday mapling at home. gonna lvl le. =) happy sia. gib mi smth to do! lalalas. later english lesson. neber do homework lei. =x dun care i even de ming de hw oso neber do nor.. hahass.. hope he todae neber come. den i nvm.. think he wont scold mi de bah. i so guai in his lesson. hahas. 5 more mins gtg le worx... need shut down comp le.. hahas. i go home den blog again..
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7/12/2006 04:17:00 PM