hmm. didnt blog of few days. so come now blog blog blog.
03'05'07 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. hmm. its my birthday. i rmbed i got scared alot of times. by widiah, monster, queenie. alot alot more. hahas. esp by monster. reali scared me. hmm. my mind wasnt right when tempestt wished me happybirthday. guess wat? she said happy birthday to me. and i replied her happy birthday too. hahas. queenie and azreena keep wishing me happy birthday where evver we go. den keep telling teachers lor. dam paiseh de. hahas. miss goh made the whole class to sing me a birthday song. hahas. oh ya!! dat jinglie very funny. he wants to wish me happy birthday. and yet. he said 'gong xi fai cai' hahas. very funny. we were at there laughing and laughing.
thanks for all yr wishes everyone.''
'i got smth to complain bout her!! but i forgot le. wrote in my notebook. but im lazy to take it out. hahas. forget it.' 04'05'07 hmm. about 8 plus. i recieved des msg. belated birthday wish. hahas. smack him. dunno is he forgot or wat. nvm it doesnt matter. hahas. we went mad. wrote a whole full list of songs we gonna sing at kbox. hahas. dats alot lei. alot alot. hahas. wat else? we hab the target setting thingy again. found out dat i can onli lke study at night. hahas. morning i cant study de. i will always feel like slping. so im a night studier hahas. after sch. we went for chinese remidial. i almost fall aslp again. haiis. no matter whether am i in the classroom or in air-con room iwill still fall aslp. cannot!! she is disgracing us in front of the sec 5s. arrgg. so irritating. hmm. wondering how long more can i ren her. lalalalalas. went in to malaysia wib parents. surpose to get me my birthday present de. the baggs or anything else. nth catch my eyes. i saw the water botttle i want to buy there. but didnt expect dat its way too ex den singapore. i rather get it in singapore. hahas. seriously. i think i need to get my water bottle quick.
05'05'07 surpose to go for ss remidial. but i didnt. came wib a fever. so i didnt go in the end. hmm. slpt till 11 plus. woke up by dad. call us to eat. cos he bought back'' so nan de. hahas hmm. den i rot in front of tv. i wanted to study. but the tv programmes are tempting me. god. watch till 3 guess wat? i fall aslpt on the sofa.. dad came calling me to slp in the room. dat moment. im dam dam tired. dun wanna move. no energy to walk to my room too. wat happen to me? i slpt till 6.30. dats long. hab dinner nor. revised eng alittle. how to write newspaper report. report. speech. but didnt memorise yet. my mind is not working. how hard i wanna memorise it. it jus dun wanna get in. i msg wib sherr awhile. try to make her feel abit more better.. dam. daats all i could do. felt so bad. i dun want things to be turing out the way i imagined. i want the both of them to be happy. not to be bothered over such things. communication is all they need. dun follow me and des de footsteps. cos we didnt communicate well. dats why we ended. will we be back together? how i wish.
came online. cos nth to do. i cant study at tis timeing. excuses. =xx so i came blogging. throwing all the things i wanna sae here. mid-year its coming. need to study real hard. now. reali wanna get good result. i goona try my best. we strive hard for our good results. dun let mr tay got dat chance to suan us again. jiiayou. im afraid of my maths, bio, geo. ss i hai hao. fnn if i reali go study den im sure i will pass. chem i think i can. its onli the mole concerpt thingy. dam afraid of dat. im weak at dat topic. maths. maths maths. dam dam dam weak. my whole secondary life. i didnt pass before. onlli few test bah. when mr chiew teaching dat time. i still passed. now. fail fail fail. haiis. my maths. vectors. loci. toa cah sou tis i sure die. probability also cannot. waaa. die die die.
i wanna complain tis. i got a haircut. dat aunty simply jus sucks lah. anyhow cut my hair. totally got the wrong idea. how i want my hair to be like. its totally different. den tell her how i want it to be like. she got lots and lots of thing to talk about. complaining alot. think i cant her you? its my hairs wat not yours. how i want it to be like it my own thing. but now. you cut yr own way. den now my hair become like wat? eee. i dun like lah. thinking of ways to get my hair look better. actually it looks ok. but im not use to it. it looks weird. damit. i not going back to dat shop ever ever again. i change my phone cover again. tis time iits black. actually its pink. but i found dat got problem wib it. my camera cant be use. den tell daddy quicky go get it change. she got no more stock. gave me lighter pink. i dun like. so ask her whether can i change to black. den change lor. the keypad there. the light very bright. i dun like. die. i can find small problems within things. nv got satisfy wib anything. hahas. im hard to please. dats all. hahas.