todae its the 17 of april. as usual i dun feel like toking todae. but no choice i still tok. hab chinese as the first period. nth much tok bout singers. mr tan lor. gib us the article. hmm. after dat was geo. its was like dam dam obvious where they are bringing me to le. but still dun want admit lor. wth. i dun care. dam dam obvious lah. junyang sae abit. hanjun sae abit. leslie sae abit. i noe le lor. hahas. but den they keep toking to themself. den i sitting in the middle of them ma. den keep tok and tok. but den they cant let me noe. wat they toking. den tempestt jiu sae. aiya. marr. why dun you change sit. den i hack lah. i dun want change. but den. i went infront to sit. LOLS. let them tok de gou. hmmm. dun care them le. hahas. erm. den th much happen le lah. oh ya. recess dat time. the her keep turn back and look at us. hmm. i was like wat the? why keep looking at us. cannot stand sia. stare somemore lah. hmm. after sch. me and sherr chiong back home. bathe quickly. change quickly. and went out of the house. i reali bathe fast fast nor. my shoe was dam dam loose. walk few steps den i need to make my shoe. cos dropping out. cannot walk fast fast. hahas. as for sherr. her pants dropping. so she walk few steps hab to pull. den wat else? i tot we were going paris ris. but ended up tampines. we waited around 30-40 mins for dat guy? was like dat there keep standing. and standing. till we fedup we went to tampines mall. bought pen refill for jingyi. den walk off back to mrt to meet him. sherr. called him. and she was like searching for him. but nth. i turned around. the first person i spotted was him. cant confirm dat its him. but there was a feeling which tells me dat its him. den reali its him. sherr walked towards him. while i walked slowly there. at dat point. my heart totally sank down. dam moody. i dunno y. he acted like theres nth bah. but i feel dat i should be the one who act dat theres nth going on. but i jus cant. and felt moody. i cant help it lah. hmm. went to take mrt to simei. in the mrt. i knocked my head. the 2nd time. first time was. i knock my head on the bus. dam. *pain pain* i keep rou my head. reach there. sherr went to take her spects. hmm. funny bah? but not bad. hmm. went to hab our dinner. food court nth to eat. so went to long john eat. hmm. the guys there very funny. laugh and laugh. very loud. real loud.. hmm. dunno why. i wasnt myself dat moment. i do wat sure got mistake de. i dunno why. not myself. cos moody? i did smth funny. 5 times. or even 6? hmmm. we tok mrt back to paris ris. den took bus back home. on the bus. we tok tok tok. den sherr tok dao i wanna cry sia. reali i almost cried. but i feel like crying. but in the end my tears didnt flow down. *well done marr?* hmmm. den in the end both also moody. haiis. why must things always turing out tis way? history repeating itself? oh god. hey dun anyhow think lah.