hahas. im here to blog. just now went to lab for F&N lessons. didnt get to blog. cos.. the comp there simply SUCKS. dam lagg lah. wanna sign in web messenger oso cannot. tried lots of times just stack down there. LOLS. hmmm. i think i gonna change my blogg song le. hahas hmmm. todae in sch kind of sot sot one. dunno wats wrong. kinda of tok to xin. play & play & play. played those stupid stupid lame games. hahas =xx funn.
and took a dumb testt. hahas. im 75% dumb. hahas. sad hor? didi got test me before. and i still can get back the same results hahas. finally got my dad to sign my report book. it took me 2-3 weeks to get it sign. the stupid thing is dat. i got it sign ytdd. but i actually forgot to bring it todae. dam lalalas. the thing im afraid is dat. scaredd tml i gib mr tay. he dun want. hmmm. dun think he will dun want de lah hor? hahas
todae dam happy de me. cos i got tis news. wahahahaha.
JJ IS COMING OUT HIS NEW ALBUM IN MAY(ithink) hahahahahas. so happy happy. lalalas. dam excited sia. his album finally coming out le. gonna save money liao.
hmmm. ytd he suddenly msg. i tot wat. hab the tot dat he wanna ask me back. but its jus dat im thinking too much. =xx. he asked me wat type of person is he. jus answer wat i feel nor. i can feel dat he is bothering over tis question. dunno why he got this thought. hope he's alright bah. the last question which i didnt get a reply is dat. i asked him. dat time in msn. i told him all those things rmb? i asked for his reaction. but there's no reply. i very much want to tell him dat. can say i had regreted for the things i have done bah. i very much want to tell him dat. i want to noe his reaction cos i care. i want to noe. to let my heart noe dat. you still love me? let me noe we are still possible. still can be together back. kind of giving myself false hope? at least i can feel abit more happy. so i can let you go completly. i never imagined dat to let you go was such a painful decision. and such a painful memory. i made a wrong decision. will nv made such stupid mistake again. hahas.