YWednesday, April 25, 2007
ahahahas.
todae its a tired day. so late den online.
hahas.
hmmm. early morning. first period was chinese
tan teck meng wasnt here. AGAIN. hahas.
den we hab to do pass year paper.
hmmm. den the bitches F and W
was busying toking away.
den teacher as us for their names.
no choice we gave her their name.
pardon me for being bad sia.
you left me wib no choice.
den wat? i didnt managed to finish the paper.
well.
nvm lah.
dun care.
next PE!! siian.
got to re-run my 2.4 again.
hmmm.
hab to change to PE attire. so went toilet lor.
den change hao le. went out of the cubical.
saw yi and sherr standing out there lor.
hmm. den we took out our skirt. den i saw herr coming in.
i dun wanna see her ma.
so i went back into the cubical. but didnt close the door lah.
shandy came in.
pushed me inside lock the door.
telling the girls outside dat shes gonna rape me.
LOLS.
hahas. den paiseh lei.
kana pushed in by her.
must wait till she take off her skirt den i can go out.
*shy shy*
hmm. 2.4 was reali torturing for me.
mr tay ran wib me.
making me run.
lols.
untill 3rd round i jiu cannot liao.
feeling very giddy.
might faint anytime lor.
but den still managed to finish it in time.
passed by 2 ssseconds.
wat a timing. lols.
but still ok lah.
after running. my body cannot tahan.
den getting more and more giddy.
den cannot tahan.
almost fainted.
and
i broke down and cried.
*cry cry*
mr tay treat me and yi drink. h2O. hahas.
den he "opened" toilet for us to bathe.
and we actually bathed in the male staff toilet.
paing. very paiseh.
but no choice. must make myself feel fresher. so went and bathe. dun care liao.
hmmm.
after dat was bio.
mr peck teaches us those sexual reproductions.
dam those ppl dam horny de lah
piang girls somemore.
not feelin shy de meh?
hmmm.
wat else?
we ponn geo remidial.
not our fault lor.
mr quek nv come.
when we want go le den he come
we hack care lah.
jus walk off.
after not long. saw pohchiew walk out too.
so i suppose dat there's no geo.
so wont be scolded bah.
hahas.
went back home.
bathed den went out again.
went to cp wib sis.
i sort of pull her out wib me?
sshe had exams tml.
oh god.hahas. bad bad me.
hmmm.
stayed there dam long lor.
borrowed 3 books.
lalalas.
dunno able to finish it or not.
but try my best bah.
dar reminded me a thing during bio lesson.
todae. was the 32 day which i left him.
considered as 31 or 32 daays?
i not sure.
onli noe dat its 1 mth.
i dunno. i mth ago. where did i got this courage.
to do such stupid things to him and to me.
wondered how did i managed to endure through tis period.
how many times did i cried over tis period.
how much stupid thoughts came to me.
how much misses i hab wib me.
yr words;yr voice;yr care;yr love.
no longer here anymore.
regretted so wat?
nth could be done.
keep quiet bah.
silence.
oh god. feeling giddy again.
ytd whole night. i was giddy. dam giddy.
now im feeling giddy again.
wth.
hmm. die le die le.
theEnd;DD
4/25/2007 08:49:00 PM