YSaturday, March 31, 2007
todae its sunday!
ytd i said smth right? i will do smth.
but den hor. i rmbed the dat wrongly. its surpose to be tml.
but its ok de lah. hmmm.
oh god. suddenly think of the unhappy side.
but actually.
i can live without him.
without his love.
i still hab my girl's love.
but its torturing larhs.
to forsake a 5mths + r/s
for my studies.
for my freedom.
or watever things else.
people sae i might did the wrong choice.
but i think its worth it bah.
to let him realise smth.
smth which i dont even noe.
but also to let me realise.
actually how much i reali love him.
but its too late now.
being on my own. its good bah.
he can concentrate on his studies and work.
wished him all the best.
and myself too.
but i still hab to go through this though period.
i need to wash him out of my mind.
possible?
i dunno.
loving him without his knowing is all i could do.
erms. i hab mastered the art of eating slowly!
hahas. i've been eating real slow nowadays.
cant eat much. cant eat fast.
once i feel dat im eating fast.
my stomach will like telling me dat. i want to vomit.
im kinda of weird.
dunno why im like tis these few days.
and i cant slp well.
always feel like not eating.
smth wrong wib me?
omg. todae got frighten awake.
all thanks to my dad. he came in my room and started shoutiing?
reali got frighten awake.
scary. my dad is scary.
thinking should i get my blogskin change
haben decide yet.
hmm.. struggling now.
tml start sch again.
my work still not done yet. maths and maths. dunno how to do lah.
probabilty.
i dunno how to do.
kinda of hard for me to understand wat she's trying to teach.
and always makeing me falling aslp.
cannot cannot like tis. will die sia. hmmm..
everyday been staying back late in sch. habng remidials.
kinda of cannot take it larhs. but must jiiayous.
i promised him dat i will jiiayou de.
i must keep to the promise.
hahas.
next week gonna go out again.
i gonna purchase a new waterbottle.
yeah.
i think im not getting dat particular design.
im taking the other design.
should be bah. if all take same design plus same colour.
i can bet dat you girls will mixed up yr waterbottles.
hahas.
i cant imagine wat will happen tml.
as usual the black face frm her?
or wat?
I WANT A HAPPY FACE
frm everyone. hahas.
theEnd;DD
3/31/2007 08:58:00 PM