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YSaturday, March 10, 2007


i jus tot of this you noe. ytd i should hab told her ''where has the old yoou gone to? ddead? the old you was such a better persson. all cos of yr tis fren you sort of leave us for good and headed to her sside. and yet you hab change to such a person all cos of dat girl. the moments we spent together. you hab all forgetten!. dun ever forget. yr sister is going to be a teacher. you are onli bring disgrace to yr sister. dun forget. imagine yr sister is going to be a teacher. and yet her 2 younger sister are making trouble in sch. wat will your sister feel? spare a tot for others. you totally changed. the previous you i known. wont be so ''brave'' to actually look up dat person and actually start shouting and scoldng dat person. all cos of dat girl. you dun even like to mixed around wib those baddies. and now? all cos of dat girl you got them all as yr backup. you are onli hurting yrself in the end. i dun benefit anything quarrelling wib you. its you yrself. you hurt not me. but yrself. ''

i actually cried over sherr's blog again. think shes toking about me. not reali sure but got dat feeling. dunno y. hmmm. forget it bah. let things be like wat it should be. its fated. no matter how much you scolded its gonna be the same. no matter how much you tried to make him awake its still the same. you cant change him. he is who he is now. no one can change including me no matter wat. im now very confused should i let go or not? i reali hab difficulties making such decision. i think i might need help now. how am i going to face him during mon?
i feel like im a clown now. habing a mask infront of me. im tired. real tired. think im going to breakdown soon. now i can onli bury myself in the stack of homework. to make myself feel less hurt. could forget bout the pain permenantly. dats all i could do now.


theEnd;DD
3/10/2007 10:12:00 PM