YWednesday, March 07, 2007
i bought hairbands todae. not 1 but 2 hahahas. not both for me. 1 for tlt and 1 for me. hahas. todae's lesson was alright. as usual SS lesson was fun. english teacher was not around. maths. mdm yap was scolding us again. failed maths again. 8/25 i could hab got higher. stupid me. hmmm. after sch sherr accompany me. and we went to cp. bought hairbands lor. hahas. walked to rm after rm on the way back. as usual we were habing girls talk.
a question came out frm her. you and des still got msg ma? my ans. to her was. 3 days didnt msg le. sat, sun & mon. ytd there onli 2-3msg den he didnt reply le. after sch i msg him. wat he replied was dat he cant msg me cos he's habing meeting he will msg me later. but den. i waited the whole night. not a single msg frm him. my whole inbox was onli tlt's msg. hmm.. sherr told me smth. which makes me think alot. wat she said was. you 2 arh. got stead liike no stead like dat. didnt got a chance to ask her carefully. wanted her to elaborate. but she reach home liao. so no choice. i wanna noe more bout why she tok tis way ma. but den.. hmm..
when walking home. all sorts of thoughts came to my mind. wat sherr said was like quite true lor. everytime even if how busy i am. if he msg i surely will reply but as for him. its a total different story.
我知道他在工作，工作很忙这我能体谅但，就算他再忙也终有一点自己的时间来陪我. 可是都没有。im always the one asking him out. cant i hab a time which he's the one asking me or even sherr out? treat it as im 小气bah. i dun want to be the one asking him out always. hmmm. last week he msg me. told me dat his bill bursted he toked 6 hours on the phone. and in the 6 hours. onli a few mins was used on me. i rmbed it was like less den 10 mins? and since im his girlfriend why didnt he like called me more often? is like think he got more things to tok to his friends den me bah. think im being selfish or even jealous right now. but is like why cant he spend more time wib me. jus alittle will do.
his msg to me was like plain, simple. i didnt wish for anything more den dat.. but my feelings for him was like just friends le. doesnt seems dat he's my boyfriend anymore. the feelings was like different. indeed its different. sometimes. i even forgot dat there's this person named des which is my boyfriend. i could even let my sch stuffs homework guides stuffs made me to forgot the special date which belongs to us. i could even forgot how many month hab we been together. tml its our date. i wouldnt rmb if onli sherr reminded me jus now. i wouldnt even wants to rmb dat there's this such day. now i still rmbed bout tml. but soon later i will forgot it totally bah i think.
i think its time for me to reconsider the relationship between me and him.
moody me now~
theEnd;DD
3/07/2007 01:40:00 AM