YMonday, February 05, 2007
online jus to get my post posted. hahas. todae nth much happen. but her face as usual was black black de.. during bio lesson. she was like dam bu shuang. haiis. dun care her sia. chem lesson. hab our first class test. it was like ok lah. i noe how to do. but dunno whether isit done correctly not. hope i can get high marks? hmmm.. cos mostly i noe how to do. cos ytd. i studied mr yeo's worksheet. den his questions mostly comes frm dat paper de.. lucky i got go rmb.. hahas. hope hope i could pass.. lalalas.
i hope dat i could put down the past, and move happily to the future.
forget bout wat the things you are trying to do.
continue our friendship.
i wish dat nth would happen to us.
i treat you as sister.
a sister which will always joke wib me.
but seriously. yr actions make me change my attitude towards you.
i want my attitude towards you to change back.
i want to continue our friendship wib you.
and our friendship could last long.
i want to last wib him.
seriously.
i wish dat nth will happen.
i want nth to happen.
des:
pls forgive me. for wat lies i hab said.
all the untrue things dat i done or said.
i dun wish to be dat type of huai nu ren.
zhi dao ma?
i think im not like tis.
wei le shou hu zi zhi de xing fu.
wo bu de bu zhe yang zhuo.
should be like tis bah.
im gibing myself alot of pressure.
im pressuring myself cos of o lvls.
im pressuring myself to settle xin fast.
im pressuring myself no matter wat happens nth will happen btw me and xin
im pressuring myself no matter wat happens nth will happen to me and you.
im pressuring myself not to think so much.
im pressuring myself no matter how unhappy i am. i will still smile and laugh wib you guys.
i hope i will be back as normal.
xin:
im sorry dat i have to do all those things to you.
you left me wib no choice.
who call you dun tell me the truth?
dun ask me those questions
think nth will happen le bah.
i wont be treatiing you like tis.
and we will like as asual like dat joke and play around.
i dun want all these to happen.
if you think im like those fake ppl.
jus go on to think like tis bah.
its reali no choice
so i hab to lie to you.
everything i said bout des after you asked me the questions.
its all not real.
parts of it is true.
but do forgive me.
i dun wish to do all these things.
when i get the answer i want.
i will let go of this matter.
i promised.
theEnd;DD
2/05/2007 01:42:00 AM