todae's mood isnt any better. during recess time. tlt told me dat she cried again jus now. its like i told her not to cry anymore for him. tis type of guy dun wont you crying over. you love him so much and yet he's like tis. reali not worth it. after recess. it was F&N. todae do cake baking. yumm.. we were fast. first to finish. hahas. and the outcome is nice. i didnt taste the cake we have baked. i got 3 little cup cakes. i left it for tlt to eat. that will cheer her up alittle bah.

after F&N, it was the worst time of my day todae bah. it was VE its like = to free period. erm. xin, yi, and ber was sitting infront of me. den we when we are left to do our work. they turn behind tok tok lor. suddenly she pop out lots of questions. guess wat she asked?

1st). ''marr. des vry long nv contact you le hor?''

2nd).''you got msg him de ma? he lei?''

3rd).''if des outside has another girl wat will you do?''

4th).'' will break ma?''

at that point of time. i didnt realise anything nor. any silly go reply all her questions. i saw her looks very sad. den asked her is she alright not. she wasnt normal nor. usually she's noisy. hyper-active girl. but dunno wat has happen to her todae. i keep asking her lor. wat happen to you. todae like sad sad de. but all her replies was. nth arh. nth lah. reali nth lah. den when xi asked finish the questions. i asked her why must she ask me. tempestt also got stead arh. y must you ask me. she said. tempestt and jy everyday can meet arh. you different. den is like wat the... tempestt like defending me. help me ding her back. den wat. went over to english when bell rings. at first i oso wanna go toliet de. but den when put bagg. tempestt and sherr like toking bout smth. which they dun wanna tell me. after dat i didnt go toliet le. left me and xin down there. den i ask her lah. y jus now ask me those questions? she said cos jus now during POA. she, angel and shandy was like toking all the way. den shandy like telling them things bout her and her bf lor. so dat makes her tot of lots of things. so ended up asking me those questions. but i find her weird. reali weird. den when the girls are back frm toilet. they are toking bout some things. i didnt bother to noe wat they toking bout. den after english. walked out of the classroom. told tempestt bout wat xin told me. den sae said wat. tis reason y jus now she dun tell us? theres nth about dat wat. cannot tell anyone meh? den she even said. dat might be an excuse. den i was like ya. it makes sense. told sherr bout dat. she also agree to it. nth i can sae le lor. i kept thinking. wats her motive of doing all those things? told me those thing without a proper reasons. and tempestt even said dat. how did she noes dat des like didnt contact me? i didnt tell her. i didnt tell them much things bout me and des. and how did she noes des didnt contact me. somemore. tempestt asked whether did xin contact des. the answer is as usual. i dunno.

questions like, y did xin asked bout those things? how she noe he like didnt contact me. wats her motive of doing all those things anyway? y didnt she told everyone the ''reason'' in the first place? at first when tempestt was saying those things. my tears was like gathering le. but didnt flow down onli. the more the sae. the more i would think. and somemore. i didnt tot of those questions before. she sure hab a reason why she said those things de. but i jus dunno why. after lessons. told tlt bout tis. tis time round tears flow down. she saes dat. xin like dun want all of us to last like dat. den she would be the one who last long wib her boy. den she sae we like very unlucky. i dunno wat i can do. i tried my best not to cry. before i part wib tlt. she remind me not to cry. think if all this carry on like tis. we 2 might not last. im reali afraid. but hope nth would happen. i reali like to noe wats xin is trying to do. or isit i think too much? someone help me.