YThursday, November 02, 2006
i found out dat tis few days im very quiet. like troubled by smth. ermmm. im oso not sure bout it lei. just feel dat its not me tis few days. hmmm.. wat happened to me? time for mi to sae out things i wanna sae le bah? hmmm.
to sherr: i didnt sae dat you neglected tlt. think is we neglected her. den rmb few mths ago? we were like very close. but i find out dat esp tis mth. i hab not reali tok to you.. we were not as close as before le. i dunno is you changed or i changed. maybe is me bah i think. i became quite quiet not like before. think im not the pervious marr, the caziie marr.. like before you realise dat you are closer to jingyi. i felt left out. think im not dat entertaining as before to be there to entertain you guys le bah. for mi. being wib weixin i feel more relax. i still joke around wib her. being wib her i think im still abit like before. but not 100%. think you got much more things to tok to jingyi bah. the 3 princess need some talks i think. den bout mi and him im reali asking myself did i make a wrong decision. you noe him more den i do. i tried to understand him. but i find dat its kind of hard. he tells you more things dat he tells mi bah. maybe due to i always nv online i hab to save sms. i reali dunno we will click not. its a reali bigg question. but i will continue to carry on tis relationship. dun worry. guess you were probably too busy and you actually forget wat you actually promise me. nvm i will get it done myself. =) dun be offended if you read tis. im jus wanna sae out wat i feel pardon me.
to tlt: thanks for like tok to mi when i need you. isit? but think i need more talk bah. ermmm. im reali sorry didnt like always go out wib yoou. but i reali care for you nor. i can swear dat before i make any decision i will think bout you. reali i did. hmmm. i said all those things out le. dunno it will make mi feel better ma. i hope i will get better bah.. stop thinking of brian bah. must think of mi too. cos im thinking of you right now. =) we have not make our doll house yet worr. where to find those things? i wanna get my doll house done quick. hahas. i so anxious. like dat i can go out wib u ma. next week? next week we go out? after the jumpstart programme we go gai gai. i miss taking noeprints wib you. rmb dun wear green. hahas. hmmm.
to des: im sorry. reali sorry. i will do smth to myself de. its not yr fault. think the problems lies wib me. you focus on yr o levels bah. o levels more impt. i will do my very best. be a good stead de. o levels Jiiayous.
eeee.. after typing those things i feel like eating ice cream. die. die. my brain is telling mi dat im not happy again. die. hmmm. nowadeas im forcing myself to read books.. bishan's library is bigg and books are all so new. hahas. borrowed 2 books there 1 english and 1 chinese. now everydae i feel like going to library when my book are not read finish yet. hahas. im craving for mango green tea with pearl now. think i better go back to my best fren bah. called tv. =) TV TIME.
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11/02/2006 02:58:00 AM