hmmmm.. todae cried again. during recess i was hiding in the toliet. sad no other place for mi to go so went to the toliet. haiis. i was not happy the rest of the day. i went home myself. go take 82 back home. but den didnt went home straight. went to econ buy rubbish to make myself feel happier. but it do no help. i dun feel any happier. i was like step into the other side of my world which ish the black side. no more colourful ones. im like so stress up. im very stress. i dun think i can carry on like this any more. i scare dat i wil go mad one day. im so scared. i might hab a breakdown all of a sudden. i reali cannot take it. im going mad. my life now ish like everyday crying i cant stop it. IM STRESS.